Dark clouds
cover the sky
as the raindrops
roll down my face
I see your face
we are in love
I fly
above everything
my wings carry me
I fly
above everything
I fly high
for the one I love
Dark clouds
cover the sky
as the raindrops
roll down my face
we are in love
Your green eyes
I see only the warm sun
You look at me
through the dark clouds
you shine through
above the clouds
I fly
above everything
my wings carry me
I fly high
for the one I love
Link to the song: Dark clouds
https://soundcloud.com/martinavenkova/dark-clouds

I met a nice lady


I met a nice lady
at the new plase
where I am admitted.
She was older then me
but in her eyes I could see
the glimpse and kidness
and spirit full of life.
We sat together late at night
and it was cold outside
but we talked for houers
we share our life stories.
Mishaps and difficult moments
wich left its mark in bouth of us.
I liked her from the first time
I felt it was something
in common between us.
Bouth of us had experienced
a lots of pain
but she gave me a little hope
to keep and hold the small
joys in life
and never give up
was her advice

Screaming in the dark
Suddenly the bright
blue sky turned dark
I love to sit and watch
the colour of darkness
Shadows everywhere
whispers in your ear
The sky is so dark
now I am screaming
in the dark
Shadows everywhere
whispers in your ear
and when I think about it
the darkness scares me
The sky is so dark
now I am screaming
in the dark
Link to the song:Screaming in the dark
https://soundcloud.com/martinavenkova/screaming-in-the-dark

You are the one
I wanna see first in the morning
You are the one
I wanna kiss good night
Everyday
I feel the breeze touches my face
it should be me and you
I want to tell you how I feel
whispering your name
Link to the song: The first kiss of love
https://soundcloud.com/martinavenkova/the-first-kiss-of-love-1

Yeah...
Link to the song: Yeah
https://soundcloud.com/martinavenkova/yeah

Rain is pouring down
my ear hears the sound
dancing in the rain
Bring me down
like the pouring rain
Lay me down
love me over again
So let the rain
come pouring down
let us close our eyes
and feel this moment
Feel the raindrops
roll down your face
its a beautiful night
my heart is singing
I feel it
I am by your side
I am happy
only when youre around
Link to the song: Rain is pouring down:
https://soundcloud.com/martinavenkova/rain-is-pouring-down

Thoughts revolve in my head
sometimes good , sometimes bad.
I feel like I am in carousel
that rotates endlesly
arousing my fantasy.

Sometimes it relives me
but increases my fear.
swetty hands and dificult to breathe
try to push away but it resist.

I become tense
emotions is raging inside me
because Im very sensitive.
And its dificult to get peace.
Usually it helps to get it out
in form of lyrics to show how I feel
with hope to get a positive refill.


Doctors try to cure and control the thoughts
in my head with medication and therapy.
But is it good to get stable
without passion for my creativity?
Without compasion and possibility
to discribe and explane how I feel...