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Martina Oct 2015
Early sunday morning
the day is great
the sun is out
the birds are singing
you sleeping next to me
You would be
the first thing I see
in the morning
I love you
would be the first thing I say
You open your eyes
with smile in your face
I bring you black coffee
we talk and we make love slowly
and I just want to make love with you
all day long
I just want to
waste this sunday morning
laying in the bed
holding you
and telling you
that youre all I need

Link to the song Early sunday morning: https://soundcloud.com/martinavenkova/early-sunday-morning
Martina Oct 2015
Breathe in
Breathe out
Take a deep breath
keep breathing...

This is the link to the song Breathing:  https://soundcloud.com/martinavenkova/breathing
Martina Oct 2015
I could escape
far away
I found my escape
when Im with you
Missing you
youre tender
loving touch
Missing you
Your deep green eyes
burning with
so much desire
could set me on fire
Missing you
youre tender
loving touch
Missing you
Martina Oct 2015
Tomorrow Im
leaving this place
were I dont belong at all.
Strangers walks in the corridor
everywere I look and go.
Faces starring at me
and its very uncomfortable to see
and it feels like agony
never ending apathy.
I hope the new place
will be better for me
maybe motivate me perfectly
to continue faithfully.
Appreciate each day
with new hope and lust
and all of this I think
its a must.
Martina Oct 2015
Broken dream

When I was little girl
I dream about everything
in this world.
But most of all
I got addicted to music
escape myself
through melody
and piano tunes
full of fantasy.
I fall in love with my piano
my fingers playful dance
on the keys.
I felt myself so high
like I was touching the sky.
I play always from the heart.
When I get older
my dream was still there
getting stronger.
I sing a lot,make songs
and it touches people heart
so strong.
I was happy and satisfied
with my wishes, with my life.
Then I start to travel to the North
to a country so beautiful
with a lots of fjords
and mystic norwegen woods.
I work there as a piano enterteiner
and my dream was stil alive
shining trough the magic
of the music.
I met a man
and he was kind and so polite
he had a good heart this time.
He wanted to take care of me
but he didnt like that
I work out late at night.
I got four children
with the years go by
so beautiful  this feeling
to be a mamma and to care
to give infinitely love and share.
But then the worst thing happen
I  put my music away for a while
my deram was broken
with words unspoken.
Years passed by
but I still wonder
what happend that time
when my ambition and dream  get broken...
Any way I still keep
making music today
but its not the same
my dream was broken
today its only a hobby
Martina Oct 2015
I see fire
in the dark sky
the night is close to come
I am hiding
waiting for you
to see those
beautiful green eyes
and tell
I love you
I am waiting for you
I am longing to see you
to spend my days with you
I am hiding
waiting for you
to see those
beautiful green eyes
and tell
I love you
Martina Oct 2015
I am standing at the cross road
and I am lost.
Dont know wich way
Im going to choose.
I am confused in my head
thoughts are running
and I canot get rest.
Canot sleep and canot eat
only anger and pain there exist.
Like a labyrinth impossible
to find the way out.
I am tired and lost
falling down and trying
to get up again
never freedom for my brain.
How can I survive
this circumstances
feel like nobody understands me
The doctors ask me ?
How you feel today?
And I answered:
I dont know... each day.
I repite the same thing
without hope, without trust.
Im trying to resist the pain
evil thoughts runs in my veins.
I am loosing my identity
I feel like nobody
and it scares me...
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