Marsya Ian: Poems

Sep 2014 · 355

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Marsya Ian Sep 2014

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I was aware
to not opening my door
just in case
you never meant to stay.
But how do I resist when
i kept on seeing your smile
and hearing what you said
by the window?

what if you told me
you'd stay
but then you'll go?

m.i

Jun 2014 · 347

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Marsya Ian Jun 2014

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I know I shouldn't be missing you
And that I should be living the days
as usual
Back when I haven't met you
Back when you first heard my name

My thoughts are occupied
With your idea
And it's still so sickly beautiful.
How we ended, it numbs me
Although it stopped,
Our love stay abide
An eternal solace in my heart.

m.i

Apr 2014 · 431

Push Me Away

Marsya Ian Apr 2014

Push Me Away

I could show the world how
Much love i have for you
I could, but i have several thoughts

I could come up to your
Front door then knock with
A frigid body and a broad smile
I could, but i know you wouldn't
Open the door

I could gaze at your brown hazel eyes without
Ever feeling weary and bored
I could, but you wouldn't even
Walk in my way

I could wait for a couple of days
Or even years
Even if it takes a long time.
This time I would wait,
Eventhough I know it's meaningless
You would never considered about me

You,
Push people away.

Feb 2014 · 410

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Marsya Ian Feb 2014

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Can i attract your mind
And ****** your heart
Pull your feelings
Give me your soul
So you'll be empty on the inside
So you'll know how
How it's like
To be me

*empty.

Jan 2014 · 542

Fear

Marsya Ian Jan 2014

Fear

Does the pain lingers
Even if you washed it through
Does the flashback hurts
Forcing you to remember it all

A scar is going to appear.

How hideous it is going to be carved on your skin
How bitter the memory you will reminisce

But no matter what,
You have won against your fear.

m.i

Life is full of unexpectations. Full of irony. Full of things you never thought it will be.
Sometimes, you are given choices; to stay safe or step out of the box to deal with your fear.
A fear that haunts you forever, would you let it take over or brace yourself to take risks for something new? I would.

Jan 2014 · 527

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Marsya Ian Jan 2014

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Behind the smile
There is a pain
He can never explain

Behind the laughter
I heard a cry
He can never tell why

With his brown hazel eyes
And a hoarse gloomy voice
Stuck in his own world
Seeing a girl who used to be special
Could she still exists in his reality?
When all he sees looks like imaginary

Why did she left him,
When he thought he made her happy
Where did it went wrong,
He thought their love were strong
Why did she let go of his hand,
The life he is having now is plain

No, darling she is not just his another girl,
She makes his heart and world twirl

He is asking with all his guts to confess
Is it possible for her to come back and be his *princess?

Dec 2013 · 433

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Marsya Ian Dec 2013

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My eyes wild around that night
Never wanted to shut off or being closed
It was raining heavily,
I can feel the raindrops kissing my skin
Can it dissipate all of the pain?

Dec 2013 · 709

Love

Marsya Ian Dec 2013

Love

Love approaches just when you're about to turn around
Giving up or fall down
Love gives you an intense hope and glowing promises
Nods down with any compromises
Love offers you someone who is more charming than the tempting world
No matter how clever the magic twirled
Love cheers you up for no good reason
Caught yourself smiling when Lawson's aired on
Love steers you to whatsoever that is possible
Including destroying something impossible

Love walks off ruthlessly without any remorse
Forgot the way it magnetize you like an attractive force
Love broke off the agreement and vivid faith
Cruelly put an end to something you create
Love shows how life propose something greater than loving a person
Makes you clueless of what to do then things get worsen
Love now seems to gloom every side of you
Minimize your spirits into few
Love steers you to whatsoever that is possible
Including destroying something impossible

Dec 2013 · 656

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Marsya Ian Dec 2013

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She's the young girl
Whom I know
That has
The velvety look
In the eyes
But unchangeable
On the inside.
Whenever any
Barriers come
In her way
She patch them up
Get it done
Fearlessly without
Any hesitation.
All of the
Callous sayings
Blowing away
Towards her
Might disenchant
Her but
She stands up
And support herself.
She is a well-built
Girl with a
Powerful faith
And conviction.
Maybe she is
A solitary girl
Having fun
In her own world
But she justly
Be worthy to
Be loved.
Each and every one
Take a slight
Moment to stretch
An attention
And be thankful
For having an
Atypical flower
Rising in the beds
Of roses.

m.i

For my amazing friend, Ary :)

Dec 2013 · 489

I wasn't the only one, was I?

Marsya Ian Dec 2013

I wasn't the only one, was I?

Indeed
We had fun,
Teasing and imagining,
About the shadowy,
Time to come.
Indeed
I feel adored,
Compliments and vivid hopes,
Personally for me,
Only me.
Indeed
I feel accompanied,
Because you said,
You never wanted,
Me to be needy.

m.i

Nov 2013 · 464

It Could Be

Marsya Ian Nov 2013

It Could Be

Maybe
It is the way you talk
That failed my voice to speak
Maybe
It is the way you walk
That stunted me in awe
Maybe
It is the way you blink
That locked my eyes into yours
Maybe
It is the way you breathe
That caused me to suffocate
Maybe
It is the way you smile
That pictured everything to be seamless
Maybe
It was the way you loved me
That still pauses me to disregard.

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