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is gibberish poetic?
do these snuffles make me interesting ?

I do not have enough time to
go through an entire
dictionary
to find words that will even come close
to describing your immaculate
presence
please come home
before i attempt
it's much more satisfying to taste your air
than to describe it

I can't write a serious poem
because I cant take myself
                             seriously                       and                              I can't look you
in the           eye
without crying
because there's more built up                            regret
than I can
                                                                                                                                            bear

I want you to be the answer to everything
yet I know that's impossible
and I'm terrified
by it

I do not shave
i do not bathe
i do not eat meat
i do not follow rules
i am not an animal
i am human
natural and free

coughing up blood
puking up mud
wishing the pain was gone
but begging for one more smack
of sheer
unbearable pain
to be touched by you
is something i can only dream of
now

this will be my
crucible
a place
where according to dictionary.com
new elements will interact
to create something new
and hopefully meaningful
hopefully relieving
and hopefully
pure