My room is a circus
I've decorated for you
I welcomed you in
oh
about 6 months ago
and you never left
what a silly mistake I've made
I hope you'll get out soon
or I'll have to shut the circus down
and the clowns have no where to go
well with the cold front
moving in

people always ask me
about my best trip
and expect me to tell them all of these deep
revelations
about how my life will never be the same
and all i can really say is that
lsd is more of a way to forget about life
and focus on now
focus on nothing but being alive
i mean being
there is no secret
nothing to be revealed
you know everything already
just
be

you got rid of me as easily as swatting a fly
you had months and months to prepare
i had 3 seconds
I hadn't the slightest clue when I got in that car
I even was venerable enough to stand out of your moon roof
your stupid moon roof
such a cliche moment
you smiled too
smiled when you said it
'i want to break up'
i said
'ok'
ok
that's all i could get out
i hope when you see me i burn holes in your eyes
make you shiver with regret
i hope that you see people stare at me
and it makes you squirm
i hope you regret
uttering those words
i hope the tears i left on your face after that
last kiss
burned holes in your cheeks
lefts scars where i had weeped
i hope i left an impression
no other creature will live up to your last 6 months
you picky *******
what am i saying your mother is lovely

I've admitted love 3 times
I've meant it once
The only time I meant it
it was thrown back in my face
I guess that's love

You said that I would be good with V
parts of me thinks that you were saying that to test me and see what i'd say
parts of me think that i would be
in about 3 years
when he's taller and I'm more mature
when no one is watching and
there are no social boundaries
exploring maybe
who knows