I see and hear the dark things
and I want to hide forever.
I am kept in a stagnate limbo.
For fear keeps you paralyzed.
I fight my way out and I feel safe again.
I made it once again, Alive!
And then I see and hear
the dark unspeakable s we are  capable of...
I hide again in fear.
Unable to fathom, Why?
How can we do the monstrous things,
I hear and see?
I will never receive the answer to my question.
Yes, the horror will go on
and it's understood,
will only get worse.
I want to take my loved ones  
to my safe hiding place
and forget this world of fear
ever existed.
Oh, for a world without fear,
keep us safe.

How can you be my world one day
and destroy it in the next?
With just four little words you have taken
my most precious memories
and condemned them to a most heartless death.
All the beauty of our first years
taken away in a second.
By four little words
and a stray thought of the flesh.
You have once again condemned us to return
and seek the knowledge we must learn,
before we can shed this prison we call flesh.
How many times? I thought this one was it.
I felt within a joy of promised freedom
only to realize, we must return again.
Sometimes I think, I will go on without you,
but then I remember, you have all that I am.
So here I stay, so close to you.
With a distrust in my heart
and a love that cannot be stopped.
Yes, I will be returning with you.
With a hope in my heart,
that this will be our last.
For trust is our lesson
And our end so far.

With a look, you give me hope
that you will be by my side forever.
Your eyes promise me nights unending.
All warm and safe. Best of all Loved.

With a look, you give me hope.
That you will always love me.
And never turn away.
Always and forever, your eyes say.

With a look, you give me hope.
That there will never be a brighter star
That I will always shine in your eyes.
And you will always love me.

With a look, you give me hope.
Stay with me, my love, for you
have always shined in my eyes
and there will never be a brighter star.
I love you to the very depths of my heart.

You are going someday soon, for you must seek a brighter star. Don't worry, I'll be with you forever.

I've loved you so completely and so deeply, I am lost inside you.

When you go, you take me with you, for you have all that i am.

I've loved you, every part of you, every look, smile, word and sigh.

Yes, I'll be gone. Gone into you for a lifetime, for eternity. My shell will only remain here. My sadness will linger in the air.

They will talk to me but i will not hear, my little dog will lick my hand, but i won't feel it. It will be then she will know, I am gone forever.
Soon my shell will leave this plane and they will morn me for a time.

Gone I am, with you Forever, My Brown Eyes

You walked into my life one summer day, so easily, so naturally, so calm.
You were so quiet, nobody seemed to notice, but to me, you sounded as loud
as a firestorm and a thunderstorm, entwined together, in my head and yes, my
heart. I never let myself dream anymore. Dream of intense but soft brown eyes,
that can tell you the things you long to hear.  Then I awake and know, twas only
my desperate yearning to be touched and loved.  Please this time, I beg, do not let
me awake.  Let me sleep forever and ever.