Why is it that these feelings always get in the way?
Why do they torture me with misleading thoughts?
Why does this happen?

See doll, the reason I dont speak to you is cause I have fallen
I have fallen deeply and completely in love with you
I know we promised not to do that but I couldn't stop myself

I tried getting over it but I'm so stuck on you
You're the negative to my positive and I like the feel of that
Talking to you make my days brighter and happier

I want to be in love with you but only if you are in love with me
But I know that it wont be that way
You love someone else and I cant do anything about it

I can be your friend but just know I love you more than life itself
I care for you and trust you more than anyone I know
But please break my heart slowly

So we meet once again
Years ago we didn't see eye to eye
But now, I want you to be mine
So I'll give you the chance
To take me out and make me feel good
But one thing
If I fall in love with you
Please, please
Keep my heart safe and sound

I was in love
In love with you darling
I melted like a popsicle on a hot summers day
But you left me
You left without me
You left me broken
You broke me
My heart is shattered
My soul died

I was in love with you
I fought for you
I stood up for you
But you left me
You left me on the cold floor
You hurt me
My spirit no longer lives
My mind is distroyed

I was in love with you
But you left me
Left me alone

I still fall in love with you sometimes
You give me butterflies sometimes
You know
You sometimes make me feel wanted
Sometimes you make me feel valueable
You sometimes do such things
But then again
I know
I know you dont mean those things
You dont mean the things you do
You dont mean the things you say
But the funny part is
I know
I know your joking
I know its not true love
I know its a play pretend
But yet I still fall for it
I still fall for your sweetness
I still fall for your teasing
I still fall for you

The leaves in the tree
They remind me
Remind me of a time
A time when I smiled
I smiled for something
Something beautiful

The leaves in the tree
Make me feel
Feel a tingle inside
A tingle inside of my soul
My soul that lives restlessly

The leaves in the tree
Take me back
Back to that place
That place where i go
Where i go to dream
Dream eternally

The leaves in the tree
They give me
Give me a feeling
A feeling of hope
Of hope for you
For you my love

How can i say?
You have become very valuable to my life
I mean I care for you and love you
But I am not in love with you
You see, the place you consume in my heart is a little more than that
I am not saying we are more than friends
But yes, your value to me is greater than that
See you are my Soulmate
How so?
We connect instantly
Your thoughts are my thoughts
What you feel, I feel
See we are closer on a complete level of difference
You completely complete me
Like if you were my other half
Not in the sense of a couple but a little more than that
You are my Soulmate
We stand together, even when we are apart
We finish each others life sentence
You and I are just a little more than life itself
You and I are a spontaneous love affair
We are an unbelievable relationship
We are what others want
We are *Soulmates

Somtimes I ponder on the thought of what could have been
On how different things would be
On how you out of all people, you have always placed a smile on my face
I ponder on what could have been
I ponder on the differences
I ponder on the future that could have been happening
I ponder on the now that would have changed our lives but the things I ponder on didnt happen
The differences are different
The future is already arranged for something else
The now is already happening
But the one thing that remains always is the smile that you placed on my face
My love
The thing that keeps me going sometimes are the silly things you would say
The funny things you would do
The changes you have made.
See you are unique
You are a one of a kind
Your mind is expanding in ways I would have never imagined
Your heart beats more peaceful and calmer than ever
You have changed in a way that makes me see you as a better and extraordinary person
See you have changed but also have changed my feelings for you
You have changed my way of thinking in a way
You have impacted my life to a level where
I feel like the sun itself hugs me
The moon says hello
The stars brighten up my night
The clouds give me that extra push
See you have done all of this by just placing that one smile on my face
So thank you for everything
Thank you.
A million times, thank you.
You truely are someone in which I wouldnt mind to ponder on.