For the first time I saw you,
I thought, hey you might be my next mistake.
Love is such a cruel thing to begin with,
It's a tempting pleasure that is a powerful curse in the end--
Ending someone in heart aches and heart breaks.

For the first time I met you
I thought hey! You're stupid.
Falling for someone so easily that you thought that I would've fallen for you too.
It's difficult not to, but I guess it's not that easy to be persuaded.
I don't want to end up in heart aches and heart breaks.

For the first time I made you laugh.
I thought, oh! How cute.
Your giggle sent me chills all over my body.
Confused if this is infatuation or real love
Afraid of ending up in heart aches and heart breaks

For the first time I hugged you
I thought everything's going to be alright
Catching me from my fall is something I wouldn't asked for
But you still caught me
I told you that I don't want to end up in heart aches and heart breaks

For the first time I kissed you
I though that you might be the one
Loving someone like this is such a wonderful feeling
Makes me want to never let you go
I couldn't possibly think that we might end up in heart aches and heart breaks

For the first time
I thought hey! You're going to college.
Feeling that once emptiness inside me at the thought of you moving on with your life,
And me just being your high school lover.
I can feel my heart aching and my heart breaking

And for the first time..
I'm okay with it.

I could still remember the day that we danced,
The way we moved,
Felt like nothing could go out of place..
Everything felt magical then.

I could remember how we made all those promises,
It felt so true that I thought it would last.
I never had any regrets.
Because you brought out the best in me.

I never asked for a perfect relationship,
But God gave it to me.
I experienced forever within 16 months.
I had forever with you..

If you were a mistake,
You were my best and most beautiful one.
Having you in my life,
Is the best thing that ever happened to me.

You loved me like there was no boundary.
You made my heart crazier.
You made me believe..
Believe that we could happen.

Everything I knew was now a make believe,
Every promise you made was now broken.
My heart was crushed in to fragments,
My soul shattered in to pieces..

How could I ever pick myself up?
I can’t even survive a day without pain.
I wish I could undo the pain..
If only I could..

I want to forget you,
but I can't.
I want to shut you out of my life,
but I simply can't.

How could I worry about you,
When you're worrying for someone else?
How could I love you,
When you're already loving someone else?

How could I love someone who loves someone else?
I don't want to hurt myself,
but I can't stop loving you.
I keep on finding myself back to you.

You were the only person I'm sure of,
I want to keep you in my life forever,
I could even spend the rest of my life with you..
But then you have to stray away..

I was your crying shoulder,
I was your greatest fan..
I was the one who was always by your side..
But all it is, is now in the past..

For the longest time, I tried..
I threw myself to you.
But you weren't caring anymore.
I could try harder..

But i don't know if you'd let me..
I guess you really like her..

Every single day of my life,
I had nothing else to wish but to have amnesia,
To forget all the pain I'm living every single day..
I am breathing but I'm not alive..

Every day, I felt like I am about to die because of this pain.
All the troubles I've been,
I wish I was with you,
but you were with her instead..

I didn't ask for Forever and Always,
but you guaranteed me that I could have it,
I thought it could happen with you,
but then again, my thought remained as it is..

Even though I'm hurting,
I couldn't ask for anything but your happiness,
I never want to see you hurting.
Your pain makes me weak.

You keep my hopes up,
But you don't stay true to your word.
You gave me reasons,
Reasons that I can't understand.

I'm lost with my life,
My whole world fell apart again,
When your world fell,
You had someone to catch it..

I know you don't care anymore,
You can't even answer my questions straight..
I'm not yet ready to let you go.
But I have to.

We had the world behind our back,
We had it together with us,
But it changed one day.
It decided to turn its back on us.

I wish I could turn back time,
Where everything felt perfect,
A world where we felt free,
But now it feels like us against the world.

I want to fall in love again every time,
I never stopped loving you.
I wish I was still the one,
I hope you could fall in love with me again..

I would never stop loving you,
I'll always be waiting for you,
If only I could still be the one,
*but I'm not..

TOGETHER* we could face everything,
Even IN THE LONELY HOUR of our lives,
You could always LATCH onto me,
Even though I know I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE

I wish you could LEAVE YOUR LOVER
but for now you could STAY WITH ME,
It's not LIKE I CAN make you leave her.
For now, It's enough that you could MAKE IT TO ME

WHEN IT'S ALRIGHT, I hope we could RESTART
You would always be SAFE WITH ME
I'VE TOLD YOU NOW, no matter what, I'll stay with you.
I could always be your LIFE SUPPORT

It would always be a GOOD THING to share a moment with you.
Love always REMINDS ME OF YOU
You could always LAY ME DOWN in your arms,
Until we reach *NIRVANA