give and follow traces,
decion-making behavior is my god
light may lead sometimes,
but night is my flight.
i conclude i am a pest for the sake of many,
great faith bestowed upon me.
by boiling? oh yes!
but remember, i am a cockroach.
and i need friends.

i am obsessed.
of the idea of smelling the white sheet with you.
i am engulfed.
of fire that burns your nicotine.
feeling suffocated.
but still chasing the thin air to survive.
nevertheless.
i want to rest.