it's not that i'm addicted
but the sensation that alcohol gives you
it's different
it's fun to get drunk and act aloof with your best friends
it's even more fun to get drunk with your lover and waste the night away

but it's really different
no, i haven't tried anything else
i don't plan to
but it really pulls you out of reality

a new start
a new year with him
it's been so fun
along with alcohol, it's even more fun
seeing their face get all sleepy and dazed
it makes you fall in love with them all over again

bartender;
one martini please.

haven't written poems in a long while
it's good to be back
i've been blessed with so many new things
even amongst this **** pandemic
i wish everyone safety and happiness

flowers flowers
the earth below me
the sky above me
the sea around me
may i drown in your beauty?
"there is not beauty left" she replied
what can i do about it?
"nothing child, leave me be"
but i don't want you to die
"i don't want you to die either, child"
should we leave each other be?
"yes, it's for the best"
okay. alright.