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8.0k · Nov 2012
Elephant in space
Mariana Nov 2012
How would our (terrestrial) world's biggest mammal look like in space?
floating about, no matter how aggressive or gentle he might be,
he still would look like just a small particle amongst trillions.
yet, here on Earth his size is so intimidating not even the mighty lion
dares disturbe him...
just how small can something so big be amongst the stars?
3.4k · Nov 2012
Uncertainty
Mariana Nov 2012
My body and mind go into turmoil
at the thought of meeting you again
.....
for months my most consistent thought
has been being with you,
beside you,
feeling the warmth of you presence
and now that the days are slowly approaching
I don't know what to do.
2.5k · Nov 2012
Five months
Mariana Nov 2012
I feel everything coming down
in the dead of night
"five months" my head says
five months has never felt so long
for five months I haven't held your hand
for five months I haven't felt your lips agains mine
but for one night at least
we can forget this horrible curse the universe has placed on us,
Distance.
1.9k · Nov 2012
40....23....9 days
Mariana Nov 2012
I feel ecstatic!
my heart and mind race
at the thought of seeing you again.

I am happy to announce that the countdown
that began when we first parted five months ago
now fits in the palms of my hands.

I can almost feel your warm aura next to mine.
Really nothing can surpass this happiness I feel~
1.4k · Nov 2012
Time
Mariana Nov 2012
Time, what do you think it stands for,
when it is only a human invention.
It may serve many purposes, but why?
could we not simply live by nature like the rest of the universe,
flowing along, waiting and existing,
instead of looking forward and waiting to exist?
912 · Nov 2012
Untitled
Mariana Nov 2012
I really do feel torn in two,
my heart,
mind,
and emotions
all torn in two

I feel I have left things unfinished,
there are still things to be done
on that small island
yet...
here in my "home" things are just starting
if I leave now, now these things too will be unfinished.
what am I to do except follow the endless flow of time  and space?
even if at times I may not  simply "flow" but be dragged along its current.
737 · Jan 2013
one year ago today
Mariana Jan 2013
365 days have passed since that day
the day I allowed my feelings to unwind in front of you
I really had no idea you felt the same,
as ridiculous as it may sound that day
meant life and death for me
you are and always will be the first,
I knew that even then, but I was not sure you did.
I was so scared at what your reaction might be
I stared at the ground feeling a relief like no other.
when I first looked up I saw what I least expected,
your face (what I could see from behind your hands),
redder than it had ever been; shocked, happy, and scared all at once.
from that day on I allowed myself to feel the static,
I allowed myself to see you differently,
I allowed my love for you grow, no words of gratitude will ever be able to say
how happy and thankful I am to you for setting me free from all that I was

*I     l o v e   y o u
712 · Nov 2012
Almond Color Eyes
Mariana Nov 2012
I'll try this time to not forget your eyes,
but time is slow and the distance is long.
I really will try to not forget
the color,
life,
and unspoken words hidden in your eyes.
I'll try and not forget the world you said was ours
in a poem much like this long ago.
but most importantly I'll try not to forget the love in your eyes
that I hope is reflected in mine too.
710 · Dec 2012
A spell called Love
Mariana Dec 2012
My fingers shake,
my heart pounds,
This feeling overwhelms me.
Such a simple thought brings me under the spell,
Your entire essence only makes the spell more powerful than it already is.
This spell I'm sure has been within since we met,
and it is a spell I'm sure will stay with me for the rest of my life.
655 · Nov 2012
A Far Away Place
Mariana Nov 2012
I allowed myself to forget,
forget and numb out
to the pain I never thought would come this hard
it hides itself behind simple ideas,
waiting,
waiting for the right moment to come out
when its least expected.
At this point its much too late to stop it
everything comes back at once.
The thick humidity in the hot air,
the smell of the ocean everywhere you go,
the familiar hallways I walked each day.
so many familiar places,
so many familiar scents,
so many familiar faces,
all 2,000 miles away still in the Caribbean
611 · Nov 2012
A Bit Jargogoling?
Mariana Nov 2012
The taste of a new word on your lips.
It feels strange, a bit confusing at first,
uncertain of its pronunciation,
you sometimes stumble or fumble on the word,
still insecure of its meaning.
weeks may pass and you never once hear that word.
as you read the word somewhere you think,
"I know that word"
Yet, nothing is answered.
596 · Mar 2013
If only words could express
Mariana Mar 2013
I try not to miss you
but there are certain days were
your absence follows me everywhere I go.
I spend the entire day brooding,
wanting to only hear your voice even if for a little while.
and even though we've both become increasingly adjusted
to this distance there are days where I can't fool myself.
the knot in my throat tightens and tears threaten to fall
over only vague memories of you.
I know not what to do during these days
usually these days come when you're out of reach, away from technology,away from me
but it doesn't matter because I know these feelings are proof of something more,
even if I know not what the future will be like I know
I will always love you more than I will ever miss you.
568 · Nov 2013
Some time in the future
Mariana Nov 2013
at times when I'm by your side I like to steal to the land of what could be.
I picture waking up one late night and seeing you laying there breathing peacefuly ,
I picture your skin aging along side mine,
I picture rainy days in bed and stressful days in the hospital,
I picture laughter and sadness and all those things that come with time.
and when I come back and I find your eyes looking into mine, searching, I can't help but smile because I know I will never feel this way about anyone else.
532 · Dec 2012
When did this happen?
Mariana Dec 2012
I close my eyes hoping to see something better
Lights shine through my lids
Each bringing back
It's own unique memory
The more I see
the more I notice
I am but a hollow shell
Constructed of old memories
487 · Nov 2012
You and Me
Mariana Nov 2012
When I think of all the things I want to say to you
I feel my breath stop
Too many hard to describe things come to mind,
Too many feelings impossible to put into words
...
I feel we've invented
Our own way of saying all those hard to describe things;
Just one touch and I already struggle to find words.
482 · Dec 2012
Loneliness is like this
Mariana Dec 2012
Loneliness is like a whisper
Constantly humming in your ear
Telling you what you cannot tell yourself
Even when you think it's gone, never to return
It comes back in the dead of night
When you least expect it,
When you are most vulnerable
Striking as merciless as a bullet on impact.
382 · Nov 2012
Nostalgia
Mariana Nov 2012
You brought traces of everyone with you
the afternoons spent with everyone in school
the afternoons spent in the heat walking through the streets,
everyone laughing,
everyone smiling,
everyone together,
but now everyone is dispersed
I know only of a few, not all
at least with you, you brought stories of home
stories I should have been a part of
stories I'll never be a part of again.

— The End —