Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you,
Scared of these feelings because it’s still new
I catch myself thinking of the best way to share,
Hoping you’ll return my confession showing you care
And then I catch myself again… and drag my thoughts back to reality
I am back at square one.
trying to ignore the fact that in actuality you've won my love
but because of me
we may not ever be
teach me to see my worth
you give me butterflies when you say sweet words
I feel as close to you as the wind is to my skin
I feel as powerful next to you as lightening in the nights storm
I feel as sad not seeing you as parting rain drops from dark clouds
with all I feel for you
I can't help but wonder
is this meant to be?
I can write a million different combinations of letters and words
a thousand ways, just to tell the world how I feel about
you
my words will blossom and expand and touch the sky just for
you
the world would never know we started off as strangers

A thousand words won't bring you back, i know because i've tried
Neither will a million tears, i know because i've cried
Those we love don't go away, they
walk beside us every day
unseen, unheard, but always near
still loved, still missed and very dear.
If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.
I thought that I would miss you so, and never find my way, but you'll be forever in my heart, reminding me of the love we shared, so i'll be content with thinking about the peace that you've finally found.        
Treasured in my heart you'll stay, untill we meet again some day. *Mom