I get asked why I do the things I do
I do them so the only person that can hurt me is me
So I can control the pain
So no one else can hurt me
But people say I'm too young to be so sad
I'm this way for a reason
You brought me here
You took me to this place
I wouldn't be in this state of mind without you
So I'd like to thank you.
Thank you for being such a great person
For making me take a blade to my own skin
And wish I wasn't here anymore
I really admire you though
You're honesty
I never believed any of this
Until you told me
So it must be true.
So thank you

Hello first love
I guess it's true what they say, I'll never forget you
You meant so much to me
I miss you a little more everyday
Today has been the worst day of my life
You said goodbye for the final time
I guess I brought it upon myself
I said go, I just didn't think you would listen
But that's okay.
Goodbye first love.
Ill never forget you