when i kiss you i get weak
when i kiss you i get goosebumps
when i kiss you i fall deeper
when i kiss you i sense danger
because i know i will never awake from your kiss of death

i am a woman
you are the man of my dreams
can we ever be?

i want to know you
the real you
your past
your present
your future
i want to know you
the real you  
your dreams
your hopes
your fears
i want to know you
the real you
your feelings
your worries
your thoughts
i want to know you
the real you
but i fear i only know
the fake you

when i look into your eyes i feel alive
when i look into your eyes i feel like i can fly
when i look into your eyes i see our future
when i look into your eyes it is me who is captured
when i look into your eyes i feel brand new
when i look into your eyes i know i can’t live without you

i messed up
i know this to be true
i messed up
but i don’t want to lose you
i messed up
i blame myself
don’t leave and see someone else

you make me feel important
you make me feel special
you make me feel needed
but i’ve hurt you
but i’ve used you
but i’ve broken you
am i a human?
or am i a monster?

shaking
sweating
heavy breathing
i’m having a panic attack
anxiety has me in her claws again
she’s taking me under
she’s breaking me down
i can’t rise up out of this
because i fear once im free
she’ll come back for me