Everyone who cared left.
The people who I loved the most
Just walked right out the door.
I've been alone for far too long now,
So much pain and anger inside.
All I want is one person
Who can help me make it out alive.
Over and over again
I tell myself I should just disappear.
Wouldn't the world be better off
With one less soul to heal?

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I feel so broken,
Words can't describe how I feel.
It was all lies,
This can't be real.
I believed you
Time after time.
I really thought that someday
I would be able to call you mine.
I cry myself to sleep every night.
I cant eat, I can't leave my bed.
I don't know what to tell people
When they ask why I'm so depressed.
I feel so, so stupid
For thinking that you loved me.
You broke me,
And I can never be fixed.

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You were my first love.
I was so young, so foolish.
I was just a little girl.

You were my best friend.
My feelings for you were so strong,
but I didn’t know how to handle them.

I was stupid, crazy, obsessive,
I just wanted you to feel the same.
But you never did.

I have changed a lot,
I’m a different person.
And I would like to think
That I’m the kind of person
That you would want to be with.

The kind of person that I should have been
All those months ago.

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How did I end up here?
I'm not the person I used to be,
The person I am supposed to be.
Somewhere along the way
I got a little lost.
I had values and standards,
But they are all forgotten.
As I stare into the darkness
I wish for one thing;
To become the girl I used to be.

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