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143 · Jul 2017
Sweet & Salty
Marina Jul 2017
Walking the ocean
Only soft sand on my feet
The waves crashing into my thoughts
Such a sweet and salty release
At last
Peace
140 · Apr 2018
Fighting
Marina Apr 2018
Im so tired of fighting
For a while I just can’t think
I laugh the loudest
Who’d have known?
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
And nobody knows me
And nobody gives a ****
I keep my head up right
But I don’t sleep
I don’t sleep
I don’t sleep til it’s light
I just wanna close my eyes
And forget what’s in front of me
Give me your eyes
And let me see the sunshine
Just give me your eyes
And I’ll believe in anything
I’ll try my best to keep my head up right
139 · Nov 2017
Ink and Tears
Marina Nov 2017
I was looking back at my journals
And all the writing on the pages were smeared
Not from the ink that was never supposed to disappear
But from all my tears
That had supposedly fallen down my cheeks
Splashing carelessly onto the paper
Smearing emotions and complaints and all the hope
That I had acquired over the past year
124 · Dec 2017
Dreamers vs Believers
Marina Dec 2017
I'm not sleeping
I'm not eating
I'm barely breathing
Am I really loving?

In my sleep
I barely move
Shadows persist
Nightmares insist

What I eat
Is mostly in between
Nothing makes sense
Anymore

This isn't living
I must be dreaming?
122 · Feb 2018
Lyrics Chapters Pens
Marina Feb 2018
Whenever I listen to music
It’s hard not to place myself in the lines
It’s hard not to sing along like the focus is really all on me
Whenever I read a book
It’s hard not to jump into the chapters
Swipe the narrator off the page
And become the true hero of the book
Whenever I write
It’s easy to get lost in my world
Swim through the fantasies that cloud my own thoughts
I think that’s what life is all about
Find yourself in others
Be compassionate and kind
Make your life yours
Have no regrets
The end
110 · Aug 2017
Joy?
Marina Aug 2017
I feel good
Healthy?
I mean I know it won't last forever
So I'm just going to hold onto it
Before it crumbles and falls apart again
My mind melting into a puddle
Okay okay
I'll stop now
I'll just enjoy it
Right?
108 · Jun 2017
I Confess
Marina Jun 2017
Sometimes
All it takes
Is good music
To make my day
That's it
That's all I have to say
103 · Jun 2017
1000
Marina Jun 2017
Twenty more
Until I hit a number
That's important for me
As a writer
As a dreamer
As a poet?
This should mark 1000 words on this website that I have created via poetry
99 · Jun 2017
The Infinite Cycle
Marina Jun 2017
Sometimes
It's really hard to let scabs heal
It's hard to break the habit
Of peeling back the past
I keep revisiting old nightmares
Which only does more harm than good
But curiosity gets the better of me
And pretty soon old wounds are opened again
And I get mad at myself
Because why I can't I just leave things alone?
Just go with the flow
My skin may get tougher
But old habits die hard
Pretty soon
I'm back again
And this infinite cycle
Repeats
Repeats
Repeats
Repeats

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