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makeloveandtea Nov 2018
the flowers are not real,
and our friends
are pouring in.
you are quoting a film;
pouring the wine
into imaginary glasses.
i made a playlist,
moved the furniture
and showed you
my collection of photos
of every time
I saw your name
anywhere.
the conspiracy is not real
and
the invisible party is tonight.
we took our time
to do nothing
and get nowhere.
they are celebrating us —
the empty room of no one.
no memory
of the next part.
you are not real,
and sometimes
when you really want
something,
it does not happen.
makeloveandtea Nov 2018
as i empty the teacup
i offer as ashtray
to friends who like to smoke,
under a streak of sunlight,
i contemplate
my place in the world;
if this is in any way
meaningful.
sad, happy
and pretending,
i'm often confused
about identity.
leaning against the sink
reluctant to do the dishes,
i contemplate
my place in the world.
at twenty two
and freer,
i may be
miscommunicating.
throwing away
forgotten,
and rotten vegetables
from the refrigerator,
i contemplate
my place in the world.
i may be
absolutely wrong
about everything,
but for now
i clean.
makeloveandtea Oct 2018
and when i've left
does the grass
recall how i felt
and do the ordinary
accidentally remember me?
the sun mixing in
like watercolor
is singing a familiar song.
somewhere
beside lavender flowers
i've lived a little life.
the wine
is bitter
and i've let go
of the idea of you,
but do you think
the sidewalk remembers
the flask of tea
and the non-conversation?
do you think
you are important to me
in a different world
and i make you happy?
the flowers are wilting
and the outside
scares me.
however,
life is magic —
the tea is still here
and i think
the ordinary
accidentally remembers me.
makeloveandtea Oct 2018
under soft sunlight
at the beach we left
in seven days,
on our vacation three years ago,
the boat is collecting rain.
the weather is like
air conditioning
and i've forgotten
things.
wonderful things
have happened to me
and i've been happy;
i've been
weird.
i'm never used to
the keypad
and i've found
old conversations.
the color in the drawings
change all the time.
you
and the vacation,
are blurry.
i don't like
the playoffs anymore
and i don't
mind you smoking.
it's been a long day
and three years —
lazing around
in an evening-balcony
's unremembered
yet
the boat
at the beach we left
is withering
but still
collecting rain.
makeloveandtea Oct 2018
don't lose heart,
when you are
going wrong
when
the people you love,
don't seem to love enough.
don't lose heart
for the world is still
splendid.
the sea is never dull,
the sky never not starry;
when you are
breaking and
lost,
the world stays
conspiring.
stop wanting
from a world
that does not owe you.
learn
to love,
for the world
remains splendid;
the world
remains
good to you.
makeloveandtea Sep 2018
the florist had sunflowers today — it's been a good day. carelessly placing the keys on the table, she replaces last week's wilted lilies with big sunflowers. a girl with a thoughtless routine, of course, she then walks over to the kitchen racks — tea leaves, brown sugar. the world was never "going to the dogs" for her, political conversation was not enough to rile her up; she never wanted to be a part of a legendary romance or start a revolution. she wanted a nice bath after a long day, good tea and inspiring poetry on an uninspiring afternoon. sometimes it's overwhelming to look outside — all the square lights from the square windows in endless buildings; all the people. so she looks down, making swirls on the countertop with her fingertips. spectacular was not in the extraordinary; it was in the details lost in a glimpse. swaying to a song in her head she undoes the clasps of the brown-sugar jar. in the sweet essence of a paradoxical universe, it's quite reasonable to say, there was something astounding about her ordinariness.
makeloveandtea Sep 2018
you like the streets
in the rain
and you don't care
much about your shoes.
learning to grow up
in rented apartments
hasn't been easy.
I know,
sometimes you don't want
to get the bread,
and want
someone to rub your back.
darling, you've come so far
from stealing roses
and melancholic sunsets.
washing the day away
in the shower,
i hope you sing;
hope that you take a chance
and learn
from what scares you.
make the mistakes again,
and again and again
and hold on to the good.
when you feel broken
and tired,
do the best you can —
feel.
in your darkest,
believe
in your imagination.
like the rain;
forget the shoes.
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