jamie

jamie Dec 2021

on the second chance
at loving and holding you,
i got my life back

#haiku

jamie Sep 2021

what if detangling ourselves is the best way to love each other
detaching from the possibilities of broken promises and never-ending fears;
the great trepidation of losing you to the uncertainties of life
or surrendering everything over our most mindless strife

what if holding on to you is the worst way to show you i love you
leeching off to your very being, draining all of its brightest hues
but love, detangling ourselves leave us nothing but regret
and holding on to you may be the best thing i'll ever get

— J | 12:58

jamie Sep 2021

roofdeck

it's the most comfortable place i have ever been
despite the open-air and the wind blowing through my hair
it's the warmest place i have ever been
despite the night sky and the cold breeze seeping through my skin

it's the loneliest place i have ever been
when the comfort and the warmth left with the person who brought it in
it's the only place i wish i have never been
when i was abandoned all alone with this excruciating pain

— 2019

jamie Sep 2021

louis.

loving you has been nothing but a terrifyingly easy thing;
overwhelming combination of bliss and comfort
undermines the suffocating years of yearning so,
in between yesterdays and somedays, still, my heart is yours
solely and completely, i guess it always will be

— The End —