I can't change, What's part of me
I can't shake, What's left of me
I can't move, away from we
I can't break from history
I'm trying to find, the missing piece
To the part inside, of me
The Wind is changing, The light is breaking
My world is falling apart.
Oh, I'm looking for myself
Oh, Oh I can't find myself
I can't find myself.

The lights change to dark,
Surrounded by you
You've captured me now,
Try to escape somehow
Where to go to now.
I'm trying to find, The missing piece
To the part inside of me.
The wind is changing, The light is breaking
My world is turned around.
Oh, How can I find myself
Oh, Oh Where can I find myself
I can't find myself.
Oh,
I've been millions miles apart just to try to find the start
I found pieces of me that I can't set free
Oh, When will I find myself
Oh, Oh, I can't find my self
I can't find myself.

...I'm standing on a hill that feels taller than any mountain there is. The wind flowing through my hair. My white night gown is replaced by a shimmery yellow sun dress. I cast out my view deep into the horizon, blue and green colors dancing and mixing everywhere. The sun light shimmers off the vast oceans flowing farther than my eye can see. I try to take a step forward but the feeling comes back to my feet and i remember that i have no shoes. The hill is steep and rocky and I'm wishing i had my new climbing sneakers. I'm looking down and planning my steps to get down with as little damage as possible. There are enough flat dents almost designed for a way down. I step forward once more and suddenly i feel I'm dreaming, and my new sneakers appear. All at once i understand where i am, why I am here and my abilities. In this beautiful perfect dimension i able to have anything i wish in an instant. Half way down the hill i try something. I think of landing at the bottom next to a long flowing river. i hold on to the rocks and close my eyes. Before i know it i feel something sturdy beneath me and I am staring at a vast sparkling river. There's a stone path leading to the warm sand and crystal clear waters. Next while laying in the sand i wish for the most impossible thing that could happen. I look over and i see my father in a white suit walking toward me. How did i get the gift to come to heaven?

The feeling of darkness is over whelming. its as if my eyes are shut. i blink a few times to know I'm awake. Suddenly a flash of light flickers my surroundings. Darkness falls once more. My memory is hazy, can't even remember what i wore to bed. Apparently no socks, slippers or shoes, Along with my mothers silk white night gown. My bare feet stumble along the cold marble ground, through a blackened hall. I reach out my bare arms,  a touch of wood, a flash of light and I'm stumbling backward from a large statue of a knight. My back finds the wall and i inch to the floor. I allow my heart to steady and get my breathing back to normal.
I'm balanced back on my feet and I'm leaning against a large door. The lights finally glow, i take in my surroundings. A narrow hall way with only three doors. The walls were splattered with a deep velvet color red. Expensive gold paintings and marble statues lined up along the walls. The first door which i lay my back against read "666" in deep stone. I notice the door is locked and a deep red glow came from underneath. A second door further down the hall on my right read "000" in a light blue with a marble touch. This door was also locked. The third door, All the way at the end of the hall read "100" in shiny gold. it held a key in the key hole and a bright line shown from underneath. I reached out opened the door....

Looking out a shimmered window, the trees in nature look like a still painting. My mind floats back to a wishful dream. Sun shining, i lay back on a bedrock of flowers, Lillie's, daisy's, roses, tulips, and every other possible flower known to man. In replace of my usual night apparel, upon me lays a silk, light rose, lace flower dress. My hair done into an elegant bun with two strips curled and shimmered, and lay gently upon my cheeks. I look among the scene i have taken place to, My bed of flowers is no more than twenty feet out of where i lay. All around me is the sound of a gentle river flowing. I am upon the river heading away from the luminous sun.
  I float along beside separate rivers. Each river seems to have its own destination in mind. Next to me i float along with a young boy in a white silk apparel. He seems relaxed as he lays allowing the sun to lavish his Caramel skin. He's content with where his bed is floating away to, his trail seems to drift toward a tunnel where mine drifts right. i must look confused or worried because he sends a soft smile my way and heads off into the mysterious hole.
  Too quickly I'm shaken and taken off guard and i swirl to the right. Suddenly the sun descends and shimmery stars appear. Rising from the north horizon they multiply by a thousand. I notice little flickers of bright light flashing off the side, behind and in front of me. There are tall stacks of green **** growing taller and taller. The flickers of light begin to dance around, now there's thousands of them. I think I'm imagining this till one hits me on the nose. Fireflys! They follow me all through the green tunnel.
  Finally i break through and the view is just indescribable. in front of me there's millions of miles of pure gentle water reflecting the moon. My eyes Reach The horizon line, There's a hint of pink beginning to rise. I take one more glance around and lay back and close my eyes. Before i know it the sun is peek high and shinning to brighten each darkened crack. I'm running toward a field of flowers, Firefly's, twinkling stars and love. I wake up once more, in my own bed still wearing the silk gown. Was it a dream? A Mystical Dream.

‎Your face fades into the sky. Your in gods hands but you'll never die.
You will, Will be known your in our hearts and shown, That your loved.
Your face to face with "it" its self. Come back home, Where your known ♥