You hurt me
Not just outside but inside as well
Every since you did that to me
I'm terrified
Now everytime I change or
take a shower
I feel violated
That will happen again
Its like being ***** covered
with dirt
Even when I scrub myself hard
I just cant take off
How could you do that
Don't you have a heart?
I was so young
Now when you go to jail
I want you to look at my eyes
And say your truly sorry
You didn't just took away my innacense
but you also took away the little
girl inside of me
I try to speak,but felt like
no one couldn't hear me
Inside I feel like
Ive been hidng in a cave
It's time I come out
Once justice is served as deserved
I will finally live in peace
And move on.

Why is revenge so sweet to people?
Revenge of family,friend
does not bring them back to life
Think about it
Hating on killers does not bring to life
Killing of revenge does not either
Satisfaction on the killers dosnt either
Justice of their crimes,just dosent let
them die in vain.
If I had that pain
sometime's the best thing to do
is to do nothing
People let their emotions overrun themselves
Instead of thinking rationally
There's one difference of pain
pain,lost,anger,hatred
what's the award for revenge?
killing them is not going leave
your heart in peace
If you don't have piece in your heart
your never going to be happy

Finding yourself,
Growing up sure of what you want to be
So focused of your future
Suddenly you take on a different road
then what you wanted
Unexpected,Unprepared
You have no choice,
but to go on this road
You start sensing of what
life is really like
Without realizing
You start changing
And the person that you
thought you are is gone
And you've turned into to someone
who is more pure
You start thinking and not wanting
to back to the person
who you were before
You have found who you
truly are

A seed has been planted over the years
It's growing into a marvalous tree
The growth will not stop
until its death
Maybe even beyond then
The tree has a hard time
spreading its roots
It's getting harder for the core
to expand
Whose job is it to lend a hand?
The Man?
No,its the thing that makes up the tree
Hope,Strength,Determination
The tree is expanding,but violently
Its here to protect,of against any foe
And to ensure us we will be in one piece

Theres no shame
In fact be proud of who you are
Not to be corrupted
love yourself
Love Yourself
Love Your Life
Love Your Family
Be your own voice
Do not be someone you are not
Because no one is more you then being YOU
Any doubts and insecurties
Block it out
Part of growing up is just being you
Everyone is growing up and chrildren
To God,we are his chrildren and will always be
I believe everyone has a child within themselves
They do not let it out
They are blind because of their jobs,families and
that you have to mature and be boring
I say the only thing you need to be is you.
Nothing else

Everyday I face a war within myself
I look in the mirror and think
and how my family would be better without me
The troubles theyve gone through because of you
I look at my wrists,I clenched my fists and walk away
If only it was that simple
Knowing I need to get throught this
Thinking this way,is just not me
I'am not myself,to harm myself
I'am tired its just so much
What now?,Not sure
Everyday is gonna be a daily struggle
I know that for sure
I feel like cold,hard stone
I dont when,I dont how
I will climb out of this hole
and will see the light
And seek for help
If I could cry,I would
You would think I am happy,I'am not
I'm not miserable
Im just not me right now
I will comfront my demon within me
Because I do not know this girl Ive become
Outside,I'm the same silly girl
Inside,Im dry like the desert
I will find myself once and for all