Not Knowing you will live today,
but maybe not tomarrow
not knowing who you will be
but hoping you will find out tomarrow
Thats what keeps humans moving
It is not knowing
Because it may be joy,sadness,anger,confusion
Humans are significant
because we do not know what lies ahead
of each of our individual roads
There are some of us who think
they do not hope at all
They do,they hope of not hoping
Destroying hope each day that comes
Will be like destroying half of our human ways
We evolve around,even not knowing that we do
It is in our nature

Today is Today
Yesterday was history,Tomarrow is mystery
But today it is gift
not because we will get presents tomarrow
but because
we are still breathing
Some people are corrupted by the wrong road
that lies ahead of them of drugs,alcohol,commmiting
sucide
When in the future they may not know
because of their death
One false move it may be your last
You last kiss,Your last spoken word
Yor last chance to see your family
So many deaths were made
past,present,and future
You have to...
You have to live like your dying

I cant sleep
I dont know whats going on my mind
Maybe its not whats in my mind
Maybe its whats outside
It could be family problems
It could be here Illinoise
Or it could just me
I dont have to blame myself
Its is completly normal to be nervous
Being in a place unknown
Where no one knows you,you dont know them
But I hope that in the future
People will accept me for being me,if not
that will be ok bcause Im different

Shes tries to hard from absorbing
the truth is harder then absorb light,
not knowing these
future memories
will determine who she is
Although of her past
she can see theres a light of hope
Her strength and hopes returns
it shines as bright as the stars
Even when her past
is not perfect like rainbows and butterflies
She knows she'll be stronger then ever

Does not matter anyone else thinks
It just matters how you speak
Your past makes of who you are
You can drive miles trying searching
who you are
You find who you are within yourself
You try to make a difference in any way
People try to solve how the Universe
is created
When they can just enjoy it as long as it lasts

Why am I so troubled?
Is it because Im away from most of my family drama
Or is it because I just like to be isolated
I write,but no words
I feel somewhat a relief of the weight that has
been takin off
but dont know why
Maybe its because I wasnt truly happy at HOME
Of what was going on at my home
For the first time in a long time I feel
FREE

Were different people
maybe like a song
Its been a dream with you
A coin toss is thrown
like my heart
I cant help it but im curious
I hope you remember me too
Are we friends or more?
Can we climb from this hole?
But when were together
Its like theres a barely
lttle song being played back
For years ive been wishing
to bring us close every time
Were starting all over again