You will only fear
When its not yours

Everyone wanted him
She wanted him the most
All that matters was who he wanted
And she waited and wanted him to want her all his life

Her pain was usual
But this time it hurt her

She wrote poems when couldn't speak out
Her language were words on a white sheet
She wrote her feelings in Red
As everything she felt almost killed her
Non could relate to her poems
As she prayed non should feel the way she did

She kept waiting for him
She kept trying to find him in every next man she was with
She never found him in any of those men
She kept searching for him
Did she find him or not??  
How could she find when she itself didn't know who He is

She wanted to live a life of Death
She loved death as much she loved life
She was dead but lived alive
She had no option to live the life to reach the death she loved the most

I am never gonna think about you
I am never gonna cry for you
I am never gonna write about you
I am never gonna keep you in my dreams
I am never gonna
I am never gonna do anything for you anymore
Am just gonna Miss you Forever now
because I am never gonna give you the place back which you lost!!

wish I was blind
wish I was blind so that I never have to see who hurts me
wish I was blind
wish I was blind that I never has too see this cruel world
wish I was blind
wish I was blind so that I would already know my life is just going to be dark always

My Little Gold Fish glitters like Gold
My Little Gold Fish I loved you the most
My Little Gold Fish follows my finger everytime I play with her
My Little Gold Fish had pretty little fins
My Little Gold Fish was My sunshine
My Little Gold Fish why did u take away my bright light wit you
My Little Gold Fish why did u refuse to swim
My Little Gold Fish why did you Float on the Surface
was the water too rude to you
or you chose to leave
My Little Gold fish would Never be the same

May be I can never forget you
Maybe I never want to forget you
Maybe u are the one who is going to live life more than me in my memories
Maybe I want you all my life
Maybe you are the one I only need
Maybe you never saw what I saw
Maybe its all just a dream
Maybe am still in love wit the dream
Maybe Maybe

It hurts to see you hurt my love
It kills me inside
This heart that loves you aches when I see u sad
but once did you ever notice me??
peep in my heart once my love
its bleeding and the cut is too deep to heal
All my pain that I hide
to never show yo
u my sad side
but I can never see you take the pain
so I shall take yours too and live with the pain

Am a ***** who slept wit all my feeling locked inside
Am a ***** who slept wit different faces of you
Am a ***** who wore a artificial smile on my face to just keep you Happy
Am a ***** who Been with you soo many times though u hurt me
Am a ***** who was Never loved
Am a ***** who u made me really belive that I was supposed to be a *****
But why cant a ***** have feelings?
dsnt this ***** have a heart??
dsnt this ***** deserve anything?  
As she carried all the pain in her nd remained the ***** she was supposed to be..

Every Dark Night has bought My light back
where No one could see me
and I could be myself
Dark Nights brings peace in Me
because Every Day light was a big Race for me to win
Win or lose no one sees when its a dark night

Let me forget everything we had
Let me forget how we kissed
Let me forget all the promises you made
Let me forget every minute I spent with you
Let me forget the things you whispered in my ears
Let me forget the moment I saw you for the first time
Let me forget Your Name
Let me forget You
Let me forget Us
Because You forgot to Love me the Way you Promised :)

To be loved or Not to be Ever!!

its Been very long that I Felt the way i suppose to
soo long that I dnt even realize how should I actually Feel
strange I feel because people experience something for the first time to know how they should Feel
sad that I never had a first time nor the last to know how it actually Feels

No wonder God Didn't select Man to give life
As he could only Destroy and never give Life
Destruction is cruel so is He