to scream,
to yell,
to curse whoever brought you my way.
I can't.
I end up in tears,
somehow with hope that appeared from nowhere that you somehow managed to ****.
I end up talking about you constantly in hopes of not getting caught up in my own head.
I will never
understand what happened.
I have lost myself before but I would never do what you had done.
I would never turned my back on anyone,
especially not someone who would move the sun if I said it was too bright.
I hope.
That you realize exactly what you're losing.
Someone who understood you, who stayed with you even when things fell apart.
I understand.
I have my own flaws,
I have demons I try to fight off, and that sometimes I'm not strong enough.
I never.
Expected this from you.
I never expected to feel this way.
I want to know what happened, I need to understand where this all went wrong.