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Lynsey-Nova Nov 2014
youre happy now
you smile
you laugh

youre happy now
i'm glad
although i'm sad

youre happy now
i get it
dont worry

youre happy now
dont need me
you dont even see me

your happy now
without me
and i'm just here

alone
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
im sorry i am not my sister
im sorry im not strong
like you
im sorry i am in pain and sad
all the time
im sorry i cant breath
im sorry that you hate me
that i've ruined your life
im sorry i dropped out of school
and broke all your plans
im sorry i am not the one you thought
id be in the end
im sorry that i didnt give up my
dreams for you
im sorry that i didnt take care of you for years
that i left and didnt come back
im sorry you had to rely on others
im sorry im dissapointing
im sorry ive broke your heart
im sorry i followed my dreams and left you alone
but mostly im sorry i was born
beacuse i did take care of you
i did save your life
i never asked for anything this just
isnt right
i never told you no i never rose
my voice i gave you everything i never had
a choice
i never followed all my dreams never
got out of this town
and now ill rot here inside
beacuse you've broken me down
so thank you for all your love that
burned right through my soul
thank you and i love you
i dont remember why though
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
im in love
im not in love
you cant love someone
who loves someone else
who is with someone else
who thinks only of them
and never of you
so im not in love then?
ok im in like with a big
******* handful of lust
so not love or like
lust i lust you
thats right right?
so do i
love?
like?
lust?

or is it all just a deep never ending lie?
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
Welcome to my parlor said the spider to the fly
Thank you all for coming yeah it’s nice you’re stopping by
Don’t close your eyes now baby or you’ll miss the big surprise
Pick up your sword defend yourself the danger is real here and there’s nothing else
Take a deep breath and hold on tight if you want to survive
The firefight take a deep breath and don’t cry cause if your not careful we could die tonight so don’t give up
And don’t give in your stronger than they think you are
Iron heart

Dreams are never soothing no the pain is to intense there’s no turning back now cause your right against the fence
Cant deny your destiny its cause its slammed into your face nothing left but fighting no more power to erase
Pick up your sword defend yourself the danger is real here and there’s nothing else
Take a deep breath and hold on tight if you want to survive
The firefight take a deep breath and don’t cry cause if your not careful we could die tonight so don’t give up
And don’t give in no never give up And never give in
Pick up your sword defend yourself
there’s nothing else nothing else!

Take a deep breath and hold on tight if you want to survive
The firefight take a deep breath and don’t cry cause if your not careful we could die tonight so don’t give up
And don’t give in your stronger than they think you are
Iron heart
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
Is intrigue a form of love?
can you be so intrigued by another individual that you are actually in love with them?
I ask because I am intrigued, I am beguiled, I am curious.

Is this a form of love?
Is this real?
Tell me please

For I am intrigued.

and so so lost
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
I am afraid
of my feelings
of your intensity
of letting myself get lost
in the face of this fear
i run
every time without fail
I am not afraid of love
of being happy
of safe arms around me
in the face of this
I am strong
she will always
love you more than me
but she is dead
and I am what remains
and
I
am
afraid

but I will win
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
i am lost now inside
i wish i could die
escape is never my time
i cant live this life
you are gone you are gone
so alone surrounded by
people i love
who should be above
all and everything
but you hold my mind
youve crawled deep inside
i cant cut you free
youve invaded me
my angel in black
my angel broken
to my torn and broken angel
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