i cant breath
i cant think
i cant move
i cant blink
my heart bleeds
my soul breaks
with out you i feel fake
when your near
i feel sick
i feel lost
i feel thick
i feel hurt
i feel alone
but its worse
when you're gone
with out you i know pain
i know sorrow and
i know shame
with out you i'm insane
and you are the one i blame

i hate that when i text you u never answer back
unless of course its midnight and we kno what comes of that
i hate that when i think of you i feel my mind go flying
beacuse i kno when you talk to me it feels more like u're lying
i hate it that i let you back in when i knew nothing had changed
and that i let you drag me here to watch me just get hanged
i hate how you dont care enough to ask about my day
but want me to give a **** that you just cant get layed
im not one to cause a fuss or throw a tantrum fit
but kno i am not the one to sit back and relive this ****
i;ve walked this road with you before and now im done for good
but you should kno i still love you cause i promised i always would

r-remember that i love you
a-attacking tho i am
n-not meaning this to hurt you
t-try to understand
i-i dont want to be stepped on
n-not gonna push me down
g-get off your ******* high horse
    before you hit the ground......
t-take back the venom said
o-or one day you will look up

a-and i surely will be dead

c-cant stop this dreadful marching
a-another day is gone
n-never to remember
c-calling through the dark
e-everyone is dying
r-reading the last words
     i never ment to hurt you tho i wish i could

when you are alone after someone has just left you
not the i am leaving and never coming back or the vague
we have to do this again blow off
but the real i cant wait till the next time we do this
that feeling

when the person you are with fascinates you
not the lame i wanna know everything so that i can
use it against you later crap that happens when
people are trying to get in your pants
the serious fascination of one person for another
when they get that feeling

the one that makes you smile from ear to ear because
five minutes before you felt like crying and now you are so
blissfully cheerful that life is bubble gum and dew drops
and even tho it only last for a little while you cherish
that feeling

the feeling i get when you are near
when you tell me wish i was there
that feeling
that feeling
that feeling
i feel

why is it wrong i love you?
who decides that love is always about
what we do and not how we feel?
i love you so who's business
is it that i do just because
they think they know?
what do they know about us?
and who are they to judge us?
love should be reserved for
those that touch us in a way that
moves our souls
when someone comes into your life
and saves you from the demons
that haunt your dreams?
that person you should always love
with soul with mind with body if you
wish but it is not something you
have to do.
i love you and that is no-ones business but
yours and mine