you said it wasn't for you
that you never would
its why you turned away from me
why you said goodbye
now i see you are different
why wasn't i the one?
you were my one
how could you do this?
don't you remember
you said forever


you lied

for once i was whole
only you knew who i was
reason left me
everytime i saw you
vain evil feelings
escape my body in a rush
r**elease me please i beg you

A single man
a single plan
a single thought
a single shot

a girl at home
a girl he loved
a girl alone
a girl plus one

a little boy
a little toy
a little gun
a little son

a grown man
a lone man
a lost boy
a forgotten son
forever
in
my
heart

yup you're feeling it now

I look down at my breast and see a bruise
and it makes me smile because it
reminds me of you
it reminds me of the touch that
was a shade to hard but I didn't notice
because I was so focused on the
feel of you when I stretch
I feel sore in the best places
I can feel the many bruises
you left on me I can feel them and they make
me smile because it reminds me that
I
am
Yours