Red
Angry Mad
Danger Aggressive Warning
War Violence Abuse ****
Blood

Orange
Energetic Warmth
Strength Courage Determination
Attraction Attention Interest Craving
Citrus

Yellow
Happy Joy
Creative Inspire Imagine
Opportunity Optimistic Ignite Light  
Sunshine

Green
Envy Jealous
Wealth Health Nature
Greedy Nutrition Field Meadow
Grass

Blue
Serenity Peace
Cool Calm Collected
Stream River Lake Ocean
Water

Indigo
Honest Compassionate
Drama Justice Wisdom
Intuition Perception Addiction Meditation
Midnight

Violet
Powerful Royal
Mysterious Magical Fantasy
****** Romantic Passionate Loved
Grapes

Rejection, Rejection,
Oh, how that I loathe thee
It seems to me that you are
NOT my cup of tea.

I have tried to fit in
And to get in on the action,
But you just keep coming in;
giving me a bad reaction.

I have applied myself
To many aspects of life,
You came in, ruined it,
And you’ve given me the strife.

From jobs, internships, applications, and auditions
for a chance to act in the theatrical productions,
to contests, competitions, sports games and tryouts
Thanks to you, I’m feeling left out.

I’ve lost the hope, I’ve lost the faith
In any aspect that I put myself into,
You, Rejection, are the cause of all of this
You’ve made me feel sad and blue.

I feel like I’m a loser
And I’ve given up the fight
You’ve kept me in the darkness
I can’t seem to see the light!

I have big dreams and goals
Wanting to be an entertainer;
You just set my dreams and goals aside.
That’s a no-brainer.

I’m depressed and lonely
And it’s all thanks to you!
Rejection, you’ve just made
My nightmares come true!

This is not what my purpose
In life’s supposed to be,
Rejection, please go away!
Please let me be!

I would hide all of my true feelings
From my relatives, colleagues, and friends,
Please stop this, Rejection!
I want it to end!

Rejection, Rejection,
I really hate you!
We’re breaking up and
going our separate ways.
I’m through with you!

I don’t see myself as a victim
Being bullied or picked on at work or school.
I don’t see myself as a failure
which causes me to feel very blue.

I don’t see myself as a miserable person
Doing something that I don’t enjoy,
I don’t see myself as a people pleaser
even though it brings me some little joy.

I don’t see myself as a villain or a sinner
Doing the things that are wrong,
I don’t see myself as a follower
Learning what the leader does all day long.

I don’t see myself as an emotional person
Even though, and every time, I cry a lot
I don’t see myself as a last-minute person
But I do procrastinate right on the spot.

I don’t see myself as average or normal
Or that I am boring or ordinary,
And I don’t see myself as a “nobody”
showcasing my feelings that are not very merry.

But I see myself as a Performer
Living a very, active, creative life,
Acting, Modeling, Singing,
Playing percussion, or being poetic,
By doing this, it will keep me from the strife.

I see myself as a Giver
who gives back in my hometown
Teaching, volunteering, and lending a hand
Is my gift to the world, when they’re feeling down.

I see myself as a role model and a leader
A person that everyone can look up to,
And that leading by example
They will do the same things as I do.

I see myself as a happy, healthy person
Doing the things that I love,
And I see myself as a true Christian
doing good deeds on Earth for the Lord God Above.

I see myself as a human being
That I only have one life to live,
I want to make my mark as a “somebody;”
That will be my only way to give.

I see myself as LOVED,

I see myself as STRONG,

I see myself as BEAUTIFUL and PRETTY,

I see myself as EXTRAORDINARY.

I see myself as BEING WORTH IT.

I see myself as an EXPRESSIVE CREATIVE ARTIST.

I see myself as ACCEPTING.

I see myself as INTELLIGENT, BRIGHT, and SMART.

I see myself as CONFIDENT.

I see myself as RECOGNIZABLE.

I see myself as JUST BEING ME.

The fluffy white clouds
in the light blue sky
are like
float-able light clay.
We can take one of them down,
mash it, mold it, fold it,
and smooth it,
to create new images
and objects.
When finished, we can put our
new creations
right back up in the sky
to love, adore, admire, cherish,
and be proud of our
achievements.
The sky's the limit.

I am such a LONER
for a very long time.
I am traveling, wandering,
running, walking,
far and wide,
near and deep,
just looking for a spot
yearning for a comfort place
where I can be ACCEPTED
surrounded with lots of positive people
doing the things that I love.
I am not there yet,
I am still searching,
going from one place to another
with doors slamming shut on me
along the way,
hearing the word "NO" countless times
feeling that I am
NOT GOOD ENOUGH
for them
and I NEVER will be.
AM I A GOOD FIT?!?!
I am a good fit
for ME.
and NOT for THEM.

It’s extremely hard for me

to keep myself private

from the rest of the world.

It’s also hard for me

to put myself out there

for everyone to see.

Why are you watching me?

You have 3 options:

you either stand out to be known,

blend in with the society,

or hide away.

Will you ever get to know the real me?

You are put here in this world

for a reason.

A reason that will take

a very long time.

A lifetime

to figure out

who you are

as an individual

a human being.

Will you ask me who I am?

And will you listen to the answer?

You are constantly

bombarded by

police officers, security guards, CIA/FBI,

the paparazzi, and news reporters

watching and capturing your every move.

And you decide to watch me.

Why are you watching me?

This will come to a breaking point

that all of this surveillance

will frustrate and overwhelm you.

Which leads me to ask a very important question:

WHY?

Why are you doing this?

Why is it that all of a sudden

every single one of us

dropped what we are doing

just to focus on a single person?

Why are you still here?

Don’t you have a life to live?

Why are you focusing on my life?

Can’t we just leave that person alone?

That person does not

want to be in the spotlight!

Yet you are forcing that person

To be in that spotlight!

You are doing that right now!

I don’t like this!

Do me a favor and just go away!

Leave me alone!

That person does not want her life

To be in public!

She wants her life

To be kept in private!

WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?

My life is NOT important to you!

Please go away! Get out of here!

She wants to be in hiding.

I need to be in hiding.

She doesn’t want to be seen.

I don’t want to be seen.

She doesn’t want to be bothered.

Don’t bother me.

She wants to be alone.

I need to be alone.

She doesn’t want anyone to see her.

I DON’T WANT YOU TO SEE ME!

Her life isn’t important to everyone.

My life is not important to you!

She wants everyone to go away.

PLEASE GO AWAY! Let me be!

She wants to hide away from this world.

I need to hide away from this world.

She

I

Needs

NEED

To

TO

Be

BE

In

IN

Hiding!

HIDING!

DO HER A FAVOR AND LEAVE HER ALONE!

PLEASE!

I've tried to put myself out there in this world,
but I come up empty handed.
It's me living the "kind-of-unworthy" life.