Thinking only of you.
Lately, I can’t seem to get my mind off of you.
Just the thought of you drives me insanely sane.
My impulse to act on you is horrifyingly dangerous.
I am an atheist but,
Only God can save my impure thoughts.
Oh, how I dream of you.
I often wake up late at night just thinking of you.
I just want you,

death.

you pick me up,
spin me round,
dress me up,
and leave me on the ground.

hell is
when you're unable to love,
when you're unable to give love,
when you're unable to receive love.

I wish I was four-years-old again.
Knowing that monsters exist.
But not knowing that it was
humans all along.