Too many thoughts spinning in my head
The smoke clouds the thoughts, makes them stop for a second
I can’t seem to fathom, can’t seem to think
For a second, for a minute, for one ******* moment
Save me, I’m begging you, from this sick mind
Save me, I’m pleading you, I’m sick of this mind
I’m tired of trying, I’m scared to keep going
Towards nothing, towards something, towards a goal I can’t fight for
Towards a world full of regret, towards a mind full of worry.

Every time we say goodnight
Every time we part
Ever time our lips touch, just once
Something happens within my heart

Every time you caress my hair
Ever time you hold my hand
Every time we sleep together
I try to grasp, to understand

Why it is I ******* us up
Why it is I took that chance
Why it is I’m drawn to you
Why it is I can’t understand

I tried to tell you countless times
I tried to make it count
I tried to help you see what I see
But it went all it did was go in and out

I loved you, alright?
I love you, still
I can’t help myself, really
And it’s starting to ****

Me inside and out
It’s starting to take
A toll on my mind
On my heart, just make

Things easier on the both of us
End things completely
Cut me off, and spare me
From this pain, already.

Every time I see the stars
Every time I stare at the moon
I think of each night we spent together
And I wonder if you think of them, too.

I ****** up
But what does it matter
You only live once
Why not make
Stupid mistakes
That mean almost nothing
Until they bite you in the ***

Everyone's a genius
Everyone's perfect
Everyone's loved
By someone.

****** little box
Let me out to breathe
****** little ****
Let me out to see
The world for as it is
Don't let my heart beat fast
I can't help but lose control
Please say that this won't last

Caged up
Locked up
By your own mind
Smoked up
Drugged up
By your own kind
Messed up
Cut up
Are you free yet?
Drift off
Shut up
This is the best you'll get

I don't want to cry anymore
I don't want to try anymore
To plaster on a fake smile
To pretend like everything's okay
I just want to laugh freely
I just want to finally be happy
Without trying so ******* hard
Think it's possible?
Think it's plausible?
I sure hope so,
But **** praying anymore.