I have to accept it
It's pointless to bother
You've gone away
In the company of another

We use to be close
I wanted to call you brother
But you ever gave me the chance
And now I start to wonder

If that night really meant something
That night that I cried
Were my tears for nothing
As you sat there ready to fly

Can't you tell this is killing me?
Can't you tell that I miss you?
I don't know what else to say
I don't know what else to do...

So now I sit here
Tempted to say something
But I'm scared to speak my mind
I'm scare you might hate me

I know you can't see this
But I'm missing my best friend
The one who I saved
From a far too early end

I miss our midnight calls
Our deep or silly conversations
I miss your tight hugs
Whenever you came to visit

So why must I endure this?
I just want my best friend back
But you've gone too far away now
You're never coming back...

Knock Knock Knock
She rushes for the door
Even though she knows
It's not you at all

Buzz Buzz Buzz
She reaches for the phone
Even though she knows
You're not home

Ring Ring Ring
To the door again she goes
Her heart racing everytime
Even though she knows

Beep Beep Beep
Her phone goes off again
She always wants it to be you
But she knows its not in the end

Days Weeks Months
The time flies by
She waits patiently for you
Though many ask her why

She's waiting for the time
She's waiting for the day
She rushes to the door
To see your smiling face

No matter how long it takes
No matter how long the days
Just please know that
I will always wait

Do you know what it's like
To be pushed beyond your limit?
To feel emotionally destroyed
Inside and out?

Have you ever screamed out as you cried
Sitting on the floor?
Voices circling
Inside of your mind?

When was the last time you actually smiled
the last time you actually felt happiness?
It was so long ago you can't remember
But you know you can recall a time.

Throat hurting
Eyes swelling
Stomach turning
Nose running

The tears don't stop
The screaming never halts
The voices don't dwindle
And it's all one person's fault

I'm seeking a savior
But he's so far away
So I try to hold on
And be patient for his sake

But I don't want to live this way
Not anymore
I just want to be happy
I just want to go home

Home to him, where I feel safe
Where I know I won't scream and cry
Home is where the heart is
And this house is a home of lies.

Some tie us together
Others tie us down
Most are meant to get stronger
And a lot decide to break

You can't decide which does what
It's all a matter of time and fate
So keep as many of those strings together
Keep them strong for as long as you can

Strings become ropes when strengthened
But they can also become threads when frayed
It's all up to you
Which strings will become stonger and which ones will break

Eyes dance around her
Lustful eyes
Longing eyes
Eyes full of desire for her

Her eyes weave through them
They go through the crowd
Where do they stop?
They stop at you

The crystal blue eyes you own
The windows to your soul
She saw into your heart
And fell in love with you

Though the other eyes still watched her
Waiting for a slip up
Waiting for an oppertunity
To steal her away from you

But you still hold her close
You still cherish her everyday
And though you both are far away
Her heart still belongs to you

She still ignores the eyes
She looks to yours only
You're her only one
You're her only love

You've been so close
But yet you're so far away still
My hope slowly fading
And my smile withering away

I don't see you in reality
I don't see you in my dreams
I don't hear your voice
I only see and hear your name

Your name is whispered softly in my dreams
As I chase after the signs of where you are
Yet I'm not getting any closer
And you keep getting further away

I reach out for you
But I just fall short
My heart longing just to see you
My mind longing for your comfort

But no matter what i do
No matter what I say
For now you are just
Too far out of my reach

A darkened shadow
cast upon her spirit
restrains all happiness
from ever taking hold

She fights back the monster
Holding onto hope
But the darkness spreads
And she slowly surcumbs

A single hand comes to her
A hand shrouded in light
It grabs hold of her ****** wrist
And brings her back to life

She cringes at the brightness
Shivers at the warmth
She looks at the face that saved her
But sees that there is none

Beyond her eyes someone watches
Careful not to be seen
The very soul that rescued her
From darkness' very seem

She wanders aimlessly
Looking for a home
She bumps into her savior
Who she knows not of

He takes her in
Gives her shelter for the night
She says she'll leave in the morning
But he puts up a fight

He tells her to stay with him
That he will keep her safe
For the darkness still looks for her
To consume her body and fate