i say i quit feeling that way
astrayed, ported, exploited
by bequeathing my soul to you
I wish I didn't venture in the episodes I fabricated with you
cease the ingeminating
terminate the reincarnating
on a connection that has no foundation
by now i shouldve been about to tell
its the season for new love, so don't panic
im a lost soul and he's a hopeless romantic
though i know time dont exist
we'll function through this third dimension
though ignorance is bliss

life has been an ongoing lesson
that i refuse to move past
lately my dreams have been more vivid
and has altered my perspective on whats reality
we relish on our egos that only abuse the soul
into craving faulty desires that never fulfill our needs
oh sweet one
i tease my body and scar my mind
knowing that there is light at the end of the tunnel
a wallflower that radiates love, warmth, and light
he will soon come
but so it is

im considering
changing my life for you
i think its because i dont know what to do
if i aint have you
but heres the truth
i can go a million years without you
but you match my flame
you make me go insane
but thats the joy
i need to recieve
to feel alive baby
i want more
more of what
to feel in touch
im tired of feeling like
no one gets me
is it a projection of the insanity
that i made up baby

im feeling changes changes changes going round
changing  changing changing me now
blue
green
red
yellow
but all i see is black and white
perspective is reality
and reality is clear with you by my side

soon everything will be alright
let me illuminate the way for you
to know the truth
that this **** is all mental
and you cant really let yourself go
silence is my best friend
its my loudest roar
its me crying out for help
i need a little more of your
comfort
i dont want you to know my deepest desires
this is my style
i need you around for a while

but the changes in this time of year
are clearing the way for you to be here
so i'll be patient for you to gravitate to me
and hopefully you will love me
im trying to change the way i see things
im trying to get my heart to believe in something

im feeling changes changes changes going round
changing  changing changing me now
blue
green
red
yellow
but all i see is black and white
perspective is reality
and reality is clear with you by my side

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this is just another way for me to express my writing
i have a passion for writing and love
everybody is so scared to let liberate who they truly are and share their talents with the world
i thought no one would even acknowledge me
but you miss 100% of the opportunities you don't take and the risk you dont make
so here goes nothing

im having a breakthrough
after having a breakdown
its overwhelming being crowded by loud thoughts
in a distracted world that only intensifies insanity
im not crazy,  or maybe i am
i go through this back and forth with myself constantly
and the one voice i wasn't listening to was me
the true purpose in life is to be happy, but are you?
ah, the one question you never seem to have a qualm about
but you have to trick the mind until you actually manifest your reality
so ill say im thankful to being able to feel, see, taste, hear and speak love
im thankful for having the capability to love
im thankfull i am loved
and if thats what needs to be understood to be content
then this is my daily affirmation for love
i mean life

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