ill be ill be
ill be ill be
someone who loves
someone who feels
someone who doesnt judge
somene who real
let me illumniate the way for you
to know the truth
that this **** is all mental
and you cant really let yourself go
silence is my best friend
its my loudest roar
its me crying out for help
i need a little more of your
comfort
i dont want you to know my deepest desires
this is my style
i need you around for a while

i really hate when **** starts gets bad again
cause i start coming up with more **** inside my head
why do i ask myself the same ****
why must i keep putting myself through this
i don't care that you're like the rest
its just sad that you don't really listen
im sorry for letting you in my head once again
these demons are getting to me
baby i just want to be free
free from the thoughts that graviate me more to you
i dont need you
but everything in my soul craves you
i just need your touch
i just want your touch
please come over
i dont know why i really do this to myself
even though you dont really show much
im happy for the time that we spent together
and the all moments i can hold onto forever
boy you are my paradise i want you here with me tonight

i think i killed myself one last time
trying to make you mine
its like im never gonna be ******* enough
to satisfy your love
having a good heart gets you somewhere you dont wanna be
i dont like that i have to **** with your head to get you to pay mind to me
why am i not enough
to satisfy your love
i thought i wouldve meant the world to you the way you made it seem so true
the grass isnt always greener on the other side
****, why you gotta be just like all these other guys
who just waste ******* time
coming out they *** with all these lies
not thinking of the consequences that they owe in time
in time i shall see
who really loves me
im sorry cupid boy, i just need a little joy
my spirits are mad at me
and i think they'll **** me one more time
if i attempt to make you mine

please dont judge me
i need all of you right now
im sorry that may sound selfish but im tired of being alone
we want the same but your on a different wave
than i am
i cant, get to you
without you reaching for me
why you gotta leave me lonely
the skys the limit
and your love dont go thar far
why are you making this hard
i know you know we had sparks the time we kissed
it was so ******* bliss
but i wish we never did it

i think im feeling you tonight
so baby come closer
so we get comfortable
relieve the tension
let your mind go
can we go on another trip without the drugs
i want something close to love
i know this aint love
so i aint getting my hopes up
i just need something in the depths of me
awaken my soul its ready to come out and play
boy you know i dont really have all day
im not sure if this is how i really feel
i only get these thoughts because of the double cup feel

i need you close to me
i need your company
on this very lonely night
i want to feel whole in your arms
i want to look in your eyes and see the stars
baby take me away from this galaxy
who knew heaven could feel so close
evreytime you're around me
nothing in this world could go wrong
i found my new favorite tune and I can't stop singing the song
boy just sing along
you've been humming to the vibrations, flustering through my body
calling out for yours now
i need you right now
my whole world ceases when you're not around
the dopeamine you release has me on a ******* high
sky aint the limit, and there aint no limits tonight

he said i want you to stay
i cant get my mind off you and i dont know what to do
love aint so sweet as it seems so i stay away
but why do i want you to stay
boy im all that you need
ive shown you things you have never seen
and i kept it 1000 with you
i have good intentions for us
and this is the best