he said i want you to stay
i cant get my mind off you and i dont know what to do
love aint so sweet as it seems so i stay away
but why do i want you to stay
boy im all that you need
ive shown you things you have never seen
and i kept it 1000 with you
i have good intentions for us
and this is the best

its tuesday
and IM feeling real fine
i got my beer in my left hand and my mind in the clouds
life feels like its turning upside down
its making it for the better
all my ****** DAYS are far away
until we meet again MY FRIEND
ima flourish really light
WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE
i dont need no lover cuase love aint for me
his arrows missed this time
and it ***** that i really could be your type
but you probably not good not enough for what i like
and i aint settling for less
and you might be the best
but great things come those who wait
and ill wait for sunny days
though you be on my mind
i dont wanna get ahead of myself
i always fall to deep
no one is ever there to catch me
i only try to mend what others have broken
and im left like A BLUE EVENING
BABY MEND MY ******* FEELINGS
I NEED SOME SAVING TOO
DONT YOU THINK IVE SHOWN YOU ENOUGH
ALL I NEED IS SOME ******* LOVE
IM NOT ASKING FOR TOO MUCH
i cant get close enough
im finally scared to love
SO HERES TO NEXT DUDE
HERES A WARNING FOR YOU
ITS GONNA TAKE ME A WHILE TO LOVE
CAUSE I DONT SEE NO HAPPY DAYS WITH A GENTLEMAN BY MY SIDE
IMA LONER BABY
IMA HAVE EASY NIGHTS
NOT HAVING to DEPEND ON THE NEX SOUL TO HAVE ME FEELING RIGHT

aint never be the one who wants to see you fly
i cant force those who dont wannA SEE THE FINER THINGS OF THE OTHER SIDE

searching,
searching,
im searching
for somewhere to call my home
cause i feel like im falling off
but i think the universe has better plans for me
but i feel like thats not what i need
battling with myself, and my thoughts are no help
so call me deseperate
i just need someone to cloud mental
i dream of better life
so show me that its worth living still
cause im dying inside for real
its tiring doing this all my life
sometimes i just want to die
i dont want no one sight
because in a blink of eye
i fall in love everytime
with every person who makes it seem
like these moments aint temporary
the heart is so decieving
and i can not believe it
this is what i do to myself
baby i think i need some help

i hate being sober
the world is too stupid to go through everything awarely
being more elevated than the comatose soceity gifts me euphoria
it almost sounds selfish but why invest into it when 6ft is only meant for one body
the world is a paradise in the other realm
and only the chosen can

why must you hate me
im a product of what you should bring you happiness
with all the hatred i've recieved
its jaded my vision
now im alone
now im all alone
i dont feel like i belong
but why must i keep going on
if after this its all just happiness
why must i force some freedom inside
its hard to sleep at night
i have no fear of letting go
i have no attachments to anyone x2
i know its just for the experience
so lets have fun x2
i dont have nothing to worry about
all this **** could end right now
im tryna show you what to do
no one ever really cared for you
i wanna teach you all the right things
but love yourself enough
that you don't go searching
no one needs to know that you're hurting

i can't stop running from you, though i hear you calling me
im not scared to accept its my time
one way or another i have always been yours
life is a reflection of what i see
see in myself
why is it hard for me to love me
and no one else
i cant help but see a future with no soul by side
why must i force some freedom inside

i dont wanna waste my time
it ***** that i cant be by myself
i need you all the time
whoever you are
i keep on counting
keep on counting
on everyone
on everyone
to keep me moving
keep me moving
until i see the next sun
honestly its so heartbreaking
how i love to love
and never learn my lesson
honestly its so heartbreaking
how nobody can ******* love me
why cant anybody love me
i try i try i try
to make you see
i dont need anybody
but thats the lie
look into my eyes
and it'll tell you things that i can not try
to make you understand
the more i think i got it
the more i realize its still his game
i dont know why i think people will ever change
and clear the way for us, to love
i just need a new start
its taking a toll on me and
honestly its so ******* heartbreaking
that i dont love myself enough
to give myself love that im missing