Oh Possibilities!
You live only in my mind-
Now here
Hoping to let them breath.
Why there are people like me!
They write and dance for pleasure
-Still dissatisfied.
For what am I without you?
I miss you
And your comfort and familiarity
Is it possible
I can find these things here?
I can cuddle up with any attractive skin
But it wont be yours
Not like you
And I watch as they all cycle through
Much like the Wind and the Air-
Fire
                  ............
The old man sits directly ahead
Like me
He hasn't moved
And I wonder what he is reminiscing about
Who he misses
He must know greater sorrow than I
As life moves on and he is old
My life is young
Though  my path is well chosen
It has lead me to hear
With Angles like fireflies  
They appear around me
Revealing their presence
As if I was blind to them before
They know me better than I
As they are carefully placed
Leading my way
Lighting my path
Moving in Perfect rhythm
With the Water and Sky
calm
They don't even realize-
Realize their power
Neither do I.

My Love
is like
a fallen star
he says,
leaving the other stars suddenly
all just to see the light
of a new Sun.

Falling,

falling,

freely,

out of a stark black air.

One of my kisses
tells all:

I am your Star.

I am your Angel,

as you are mine.

Sent here to save each other,
by the night Gods
and every enchanting spirit
imaginable!

You see,
there are no mistakes
here in the Universe.

It is dark
In a lone room
Walls symbolizing
My life
Empty and deceiving

I live in a pretend world
A fake sense of confidence
And success
Become me
No, wait
Now I'm feeling sad
This must be fake as well
I'll Pretend better next time..

Music Plays
As I stair out my window, as Im texting
I wish I was out there
Maybe I'll go
Just see what happens to me
Then
Where my mind will take me
And lead my emotional reality

I sit here now
Phone in hand
I'm alone
But I have friends
They blink and appear
And send me secret messages
Sometimes we will hang out
But I will still be alone.

"Im sorry James,
I have to take care of myself tonight."

It was not a cry for help
But an anxious roar
Demanding the feelings he use to know
They are not here
Dominance creeps into his
Animal mind
We begin to claw and
Yelp
Frantically panting
Frantically moving
Our environment has changed
We are alone
I take care of myself
Not a baby anymore
A woman
Left out in the wild
For the rest of the Animals
To slowly devour.

Oh Love!

Oh Sweet
Beautiful
Tender
Caring
Love!
Love of Laughter
Love of Friends
Careful arms
Of the Nights
End
In Happy and Sad
Love
Earth and
Water Love
Animal Love
Worldly Goodness and Peace
For Eternity
And there After

For Children
They Play
In the Crystal Waters
And Elders
They Garden
In their Peaceful Palace
Love
Now let us Forget
The Morning Hate

Goodnight <3

I am blurry
Even my eyes can't see clearly
My life has become complicated
And predictable
My heart has lost depth
My passion for life and meaning
Is slowly drifting away
This is
In fact
What I wanted
I lived to see the truth
To peak at reality
I gave it all up
Because I wanted to keep my sanity
I used to be strong, independent, and confident
I saw my reality as so
Ever since, my life has changed
I am an endless trip
Obsessed with herself
An active member of society
Secretly insane
I am hungry for more
To finally be myself
To be real
There is a sadness in all people
They are all crazy
I will go crazy to fit in
If thats what it takes!
My ambition is gone
My talent no more
Brain dead
Is ignorance is in fact what they say?

i am for the remain of my intellectual thought
It is for i to discover
It is for me to play
Sitting on the bus
Drenched in thought
It is the ultimate isolation
And observation
That ignites my inner flame
Consumed by the moment
To not feel fear
But to feel comfort
In understanding a world which surrounds me
This is reality
To see the world as it is
Countless faces as i
i feel lucky and proud
i see the potential in them
i see the potential in me
It is we
Awkward and large
Confused
Misguided
The complexities of our egos
Are pressing against the walls
Jumping from consciousness to consciousness.

The guy next to me is nervous
And engaged in his phone
i engage in his life
And what i imagine it to be
i will never know his face
i will never care.