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janine Jun 2016
Once upon to never

I once dream of you as my happily ever after
But you told be me I wasn't even your once upon a time
I even cried in front of you
And you just wave me goodbye..

Don't you know..
I talked about you like you're the stars that shine through me
I look at you like that too..

And honey..
Don't know if I'll love or hate it..
But suddenly all the love songs are about you..

It could've have warned me
Just a little sign
Your last hi
Could be our goodbye

Now I wonder why they say 'Good'bye
When it's never 'good' to say bye

Remember when you say you want this to work out??
I can't believe we almost had it..
We're just getting started
Then we start over thinking
Fantasizing.. Imagining.. Worrying.. Doubting.. Expecting.
Then it's ruined.

And I know I'm wrong
In letting you hold my heart
I know you'll dropped it
Like everyone does

I don't get easily give up on someone
I don't abandoned people..
And I guess that's why it hurts so bad when you leaved me.

I don't regret that I came across with you..
But sometimes I wish I had walked away from the start and left everything at hello.
How I wish.
janine May 2016
How soon this pain should stay?
I lost the game you choose to play

I know this is wrong, the one being a fool
Or it’s just you to treat me so cruel
Why are we doing this?
Is this the lie that lies on our kiss?

Hoping, screaming this is the love we find
Happiness, pain, the doubts in our minds
Please stop acting like you’re blind
I’m hurting yet you seem so fine

You know
When the rivers stop running
And the suns starts dying
Sky falls, and the room gets darker
You know my love for you stays

Because you’re the best thing that happens to me
And I’ll hold on until you felt the same for me
There’s no silver or gold that will shine so bright
For my love for you shines as the million starts at night

How can we keep the feelings?
In line that never ending
If we gone through the distance of this road
I think we should slow down and let the feeling grow

But what is love when one can only felt it
Is it like trying to reach a star and you know you’ll never make it
Or should I just ask you why you never love me back
It’s like trying to climb a mountain rock

When you saw my tears falls, did you ever felt a thing?
I guess no, because you’re just the best mistake I’ve ever been.
Why does he had to play it?

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