I've just read the story of Adam and Eve
It's what I've been told
We should all believe

But I'm not very sure
If its actually true
What do you think?
I so wish I knew

I've been told to have faith
To get down and pray
Be gratefull. To god
For each passing day

But im finding it difficult
Because of things that I see
Cruelty  ,suffering  , great poverty!
"If god is so caring"
Loving and kind

Then why?
Is it happiness is so hard to find?
Why so many religions?
Differing veiws
Are they there for what reason?
They only confuse
Causing so much
Conflict , Bitterness  ,unrest ,

Requesting even the most loving
Be put to the test
I've come to the conclusion
Even if it's not true

That there's really no god
It's just me n you
I've nothing to lose
But continue to pray

For all that read this poem
Each passing day
As there may be a chance
That the devils deceived ?

"All of mankind"
So have faith
Just believe .......

Another chapter
Another day
As I keep record
Of what I want to say

There's poems
I've written
Photographs too
Of each memory I've treasured
Of me and you

There's loving advice
On every page
From the start of your life
Through to each new stage

I've looked well ahead
It's all in hand
Took great measures
In all that I planned

Can't leave it to chance
As I really don't know
If I will still be around
To watch you grow

So I made a promise
And started to write
And my heavy load
All at once
Became light

It's my loving duty
The least I can do
To remind you of us
Our love
Me and you

I'm hoping you'll
Treasure each page that you see
As much as I've valued
Your time spent
With me

The book i have written
Is carefully tied
With a pink satin ribbon
Damp from tears that I've cried

I hope you won't need it
That I will still be here
To lovingly guide you
And banish all fear
If fate intervenes

And shows we must part
"Remember "
"Each memories left"
Footprints in my heart. ! ..........

Is it safe to call round yet?

"Just text"  -"I'll wait here"!

(It's been over an hour now)
My hearts gripped with fear

"Perhaps we've been caught"
I hope that's not true?!

But??? -How will She feel
"If other people knew"?

"That shes just as bad "
Plus shes never been there!
"I have evidence that shows"

She's also having an affair !!!!?

It's late in the evening
I'm
Alone
once again
So I pick up my old friends
My note book n my pen

I scrawl my thoughts on paper
It doesn't always rhyme
It helps to keep me centred
Relieve tension from the mind

There are many  varied subjects
That inspire me to write
I'm not sure why
But words just flow
With ease when late at night

Some poems tell a story
Of the future
Or times past
Others speak of love affairs
Never meant to last
So many relevant subjects
The reader can digest

But once I write
No stopping me
I never think of rest
So I gather all my thoughts
Before I start to write
With my note book and my pen
Late into the night.................

Where were you when the world stood still ?
When all were forever changed

When terror struck from explosive skies
Tears falling from disbelieving eyes
Haunting memories
Scarring the mind
Leaving remnants of the most barbaric kind

As buildings fell
Hit the ground
Utter chaos
All around
Assassination was deviously planned
Can you believe
By our fellow man

What have they done! There's been nothing gained?
Only fear distruction heartache pain
Jihad the battle their belief to fight
"Two wrongs"
"Never make a right"!

This day forever will always
Remain
Tarnished by the devils stain
Can't comprehend it
Never will !
Forget all those killed
The day the world stood still. ........

Tomorrow is soon to be
Yesterday
And yesterday a memory .......

I remember the first time
I saw your face
Looking into your eyes
Made my heart race

I remember
We talked late into the night
My head on your chest
Holding you tight

I remember thinking
Nobody could
Ever love you
The way that I would

I remember hoping
You would not want to be
Anywhere else
Other than with me

Do you you remember saying?
you'd never forget
How lucky you were
That we had both met
How happy I made you
That I was your life
Our plans for the future
To make me your wife
Without me you were nothing
I made you whole
I was more than a lover
I touched your soul

Whatever happened
I believed  it was true
I  really don't know
I wish I knew


I remember.......