this hurts so much
please just help me
take away the pain
and wash away the filth
in my mind and around my heart
please just help me
i want to sleep normally
and smile normally
and learn to love
please just help me
to love myself
and heal
and grow
to be better
to be whole
to no longer be empty
please just help me
find warmth amidst
the storm inside.
**-AA
September 5, 2013. 0223hrs