I could have fought harder
but at the back of my mind
I always knew

that even if I win all the battles
I would lose the war

because the things
I believed that are meant for me
are exactly the things
that would never be mine

They say you cannot give what you do not have, I do not agree. I have given more than what I have - with more than I can ever give, even if I feel empty - to people who may or may not deserve it

Because in fixing other people's hearts, I fix mine; in changing other people's lives, I change mine.

Hope but do not expect
Love but do not demand

Move, but do it forward
Visit yesterday, but do not stay

Walk away from the people
who let you go away

*..then don't look back.

Push me away
I will stray

Pull me closer
I will stay

Lift one finger
I will flutter

Lift all up
I will jump

Everything you want
You just command

I will do all
Even fall

It will make me numb
But don't worry about it
I'm already broken
to begin with

My lips are sealed
My mind is blank

Just pull the string
no matter how thin
You'll see me coming
back to you, *Darling

i asked you
a thousand times before
to write me a letter
no matter how short or
no matter how long
because i fall harder for words

for almost four years
you didnt write to me
not even once

and when you finally did
you dont know how happy
you made me feel receiving
a six page letter
handwritten
front and back
it goes

it goes...
and it cuts..
these paper cuts
they bleed

*but not as much as the words you said

She was moved
even if his hands
never touched her