It all started when my last relationship went down the drain.
Ever since, somehow you started to really shine in my eyes.
You're the cutest in your gang.
Though sadly, I can never talk to you, because of our social stats.
I'm an outcast and your with the preps.
Either way, even if we didn't talk,
we still did through our eyes.
I'm not stupid, I know you look at me too, even if I don't look at you, I have witnesses.
Sometimes I try to make a 'move' by coming up to you and ask a question about whatever is close to relevant.
But for those moments, when I have a good look into your eyes,
there the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.
It's like an endless field of green grass being shined by the sun.
It teared me up abit.
I adore you name. It's so nice and rolls off the tongue,
though your last name makes you sound like a terrorist, sadly.
I secretly gave you a nick name of 'Puppy Face' because you have an adorable face like a dog.
Also to cover-up that I was talking about you.....>.>
Don't ask. Just look at yourself in the mirror and put a pic of a Beagle beside you. Though, with curly hair...
But for everytime I had classes with you, it gets me motivated to go to school.
Because of the glances we exchange, I ended up forgetting about my previous relationship as if it never happened, because your glances gave me more affection than he ever did, somehow.
So when it was Valentines Day, I did that anonymous poem to you.
As a 'Thank you' for putting me out of my misery.
In then end, I hope one day we can really hangout and have an actual conversation.
I won't bite, I swear.
Though I might treat you like a dog, because you're cute like one.
But that shouldn't be until way later.
I'll see you soon some day, Puppy Face~ :3

I know you always see me sad, but that's just me fighting against my sad memories like usual.
But, I'm fine, really, don't worry.
To be honest, I feel way better when your presence is around.
Sure, I may act all tough and ****,
but I've always been like that towards people.
When you're around, sometimes my heart pounds, mostly my head,  and my face burns up.
I-It's pretty lame, but whateves.
I do like to keep my paleness, please~
I don't know what's become of me, though I know my life is reaching a pathetic stage in interests.
Anyways, sometimes I wish there wasn't an age ga-
OVERALL!! All you need to know is that I'M FINE!! You don't need to worry when you see my face gloomy,
just know that when you're around, I'm doing better~ -^_^-

I can give trust to anyone.
Friends, family, you, even strangers.
But, it's up to them to show me that they're responsible enough to keep those promises and bonds.
If not, then it'll take thousands of forgiveness to get ONE more chance,
for me to trust again.
If they succeed, they have to make sure that it stays that way until the end.
If they fail,
then it's GAME OVER for good!

In the nature of a Leo, they must be the ruler of a place, weather if it's at work or at home, or elsewhere.
Once she found her throne, she rules it until the very end.
She's for sure a very picky creature, weather if it's music, personality, appearance, most of all for her it's fashion;
Never talk back to her WHATSOEVER!
Or else she'll growl at you.
If you pursue her anger by bursting her bubble,
then she'll attack you viciously.
The only way to get into a lions heart,
is too respect their territory and be very loyal and on good terms with them:
honesty and trust are the few keys to unlocking the gates to its heart.
Once you've done that, she'll surrender to you, and will be loyal to you.
That's one of the few weakness of a Leo.
They may be ALL MIGHTY, but in the end,
they're pushovers to the ones they love, hold cherish and are dear to them~

Sure, I'm multi-talented.
But just because I'm gifted with talent doesn't mean that things are easy for me.
The said "Jack of all trades, master of nothing."
The reason why,
is due to being too good at many things it makes it tough to pursue which talent.
In the end I enjoy them all~

It all started, ever since the ending of my seventeenth years.
Before I always wanted to end my life.
Until that night, when my brain FULL ON woke up and gave me previews.
Previews of DEATH.
Scariest **** ever!
It gave me different feelings and ways off dying.
It was terrible.
(Imagine this)
Your memories starts to fade,
as your heart slowly stops beating,
air running out slowly,
just simply the whole systems is shutting down....
then STOPS!
As I'm lying there covered in sweat I realized, that life is precious.
Like OUR TIME IS TICKING FAST!
We better make something of ourselves to at least be remembered by a good amount of people.
Because in the end, we're just really a tiny portion, compared to the whole ******* universe.
So to all whose reading this.....
STOP COMPLAINING OF HOW '******' YOUR LIFE IS!!! MAKE YOURSELF THE BEST YOU CAN BE IN THIS WORLD! SO THAT THE LIVING CAN CARRY ON THE MEMORIES OF YOU!!!
If you don't, then when you're at your dying point of you life,
you don't want to go out like a  **weeping little *****, do you now?

I'd rather drown in the sweet, warm memories of you.
Feeling alive again.
In no need of hiding the true me.
Just let me drown,
let me drown,
let me drown,
into the comfort of your loving embrasses.
Instead of being a walking dead.
With the ball chain of psychological pain at my feet.
wearing a clowns mask.
Receiving the pecking orders from many,
for being cold-hearted.