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Dec 2011 · 479
My Drug & Yours
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Red-rimmed faces often betray
The vices of a lonely night
Calm is strong but so surreal
Are the gestures of those so placid
Sunken traces and fallen graces
Give truth to lies where you have tried
To cover and hide broken scars and fresh mars
Unspoken threats become promises of regret
And I am beginning to miss the glimmer
Of hope now left to dissipate
As one love kills another
Once again I'm left to care
For a blank and broken stare
Clear eyes are my disguise
For the drug you are
To me
Dec 2011 · 608
Moon-gazing
Liz Anne Dec 2011
I am happiest when I see the moon
When there are no stars to complicate
The beauty of a glowing face
It's perhaps the second most beautiful
Thing to see

But still the first would be
You
Sitting here gazing
-As I do the moon-
At me
Dec 2011 · 463
Don't You?
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Darkness growing
My darkness has wings
Does yours?

Melancholy moaning
My scars are cleverly hidden
Are yours?

Madness brewing
My crooked thoughts won't show
Will yours?

Love controlling
My heart isn't always open
Is yours?

All these things I do
To save me
From hurting you
Dec 2011 · 497
These Mountains are Mine
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Rocky and blanched as they are
These mountains are mine

They are not evergreen
But they do see sun and snow

Tufts of flowers and snake's tombs
Paint their sides

Winds and rains bruise their peaks
And beat their sides

But deep in their valley
They protect my heart

So next time you glance
Please remember

These mountains are mine
Dec 2011 · 1.0k
Calm
Liz Anne Dec 2011
The most beautiful clouds are those just before the storm

Peaceful are the tears that fall before the sky breaks

Troubles on the horiz' seem large and forever reaching

Doubtful are the smiles soon to part after the peaceful dark

Black shadows keep sunlight and blue from breaking through

Waiting hearts and hopeful parts find stillness in the sky

They'll search for the calm before the coming pass

Chaplin's words ring true for those who refuse to let fear in

In the placid moment before the storm effervescent hearts

Hold to the knowing hope that beyond the dark there is

A waiting light
Dec 2011 · 764
Fake
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Snowflake shingles
Brash happy jingles
They sing a song of winter
And here I stand in a large crowd’s empty hand
Silently screaming for another existence
And I throw my hands high and I wave at the sky
Inaudible invisible it’s a wonder I exist at all
They pull you in with sharp giddy hands
And all the while they cannot reach you
You and I we wonder if they really know
The sustenance they’re selling has hardly substance at all
Plastic memories and porcelain smiles
And they try to tell me its all worth the while
Paper and bows and more food than I could possibly eat
What’s treasured what’s valued
How could they even know?
Is it all worth it to slave away?
Just to slake greed for one single day
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Sometimes I think I’ve found the flower
The one from which all things breathe
And I think I can finally see
The reasons for all that’s meant to be
But as I bend to touch, with calloused hand
It wilts away to leave seed for another day
Dec 2011 · 510
Misery
Liz Anne Dec 2011
I wonder who you'd be
Without your misery
You say you want a better life
Reaching for a happier day
But will it leave you with less to say?
Who you are and who you want to be
Are separated only by your plight
What becomes of a soldier after the fight?

Tearless you, when it rains
Can't let go of your pains
Falling hopeless, you won't change
Beneath your fear you are curled
I wonder what you'd ask of the world
After you'd had freedom from your chains
Would life be the same with no one to blame?
Or would you crack without a cursed name?

Bliss should help you to soar
Could you even tell anymore
What it is to be happy?
Yet laughter frequents your face
Has your heart ever truly left that place?
Where did you hide the key to that locked door?
Lost in the darkness of your misery?
Why is your own happiness so hard to see?
Dec 2011 · 311
Only The Lonely
Liz Anne Dec 2011
What a horrible thought
That I am alone
And you are not
I'm a bit cautious to post this one . . . I feel that its a bit to familiar to be my own . . .
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Falling freely into cascading commotion
Sound and scent engulf emotion
[Not everything is as important as it seems]

Cars creaking find their way to houses heaving
Daily doldrums of amorous ambition
[Not even love guiding can prevent loneliness]

Streaming spouts leave rusty rings
Shoes worn short between dreamless dozing
[Not entirely awake are you?]

[Not every day do bluebirds come]
            [Not every day do miracles come]
                        [Not every day does vision come]
This one owes its title to The Doors' "The End".
Dec 2011 · 714
Absolution
Liz Anne Dec 2011
If I showed you would you see
What lies inside a colored dream
Would you wonder as I do
And wander into a broken seam
And ponder how the fat bee flew
Far and wide I’m hopeless
Blanketed in blue
A shallow stream with floating cars
A moment too late
A chance taken too soon
I wonder if you’d find that true
Dec 2011 · 579
Bonnie
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Sometimes when I am driving I pretend they are after me.
Anyone going the opposite direction is an innocent, oblivious passer-by; they can't know that I’m on the run. It would foil the plan. Those behind me are the enemy. They hope to quietly apprehend me before I reach the state line. I floor it going uphill. I turn the corner at the stop sign. For a moment I've lost them, out of view. I slow a bit, enjoying the few seconds of a victory drive. Then, suddenly, there! In my rear view mirror there's another one! I reach over and turn up the radio, just a notch, and smile. I am Bonnie minus Clyde.
And they are never going to catch me.
Dec 2011 · 502
Almost in Love
Liz Anne Dec 2011
It almost made me lonely yesterday
When you didn't call
It almost broke my heart today
When I found out you were kissing her

And I almost broke down
And I almost cried
And I almost thought it was

But then I realized
I was only
Almost in love
Dec 2011 · 408
Free Love
Liz Anne Dec 2011
It is possible
I think
To mistake
Emotion
For
Devotion
When love
Is so free
Dec 2011 · 343
The Way of the World
Liz Anne Dec 2011
The cry of the wounded
Brings me to tears
When my heart yearns
To howl with the wolves
Why must one suffer
For another's elation?
Dec 2011 · 404
A Change of Tune
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Puzzle pieces he used to fit
A lock and key that once were
As perfect for him as he for them

In the growing parts of her soul
She knows they’re no longer
All the things they used to be

Nothing left but days of old
Some days are peace and so past
Are those once pleasant circumstances

In each of their deepening hearts
There are mounting thoughts in the soul
Hoping and embracing the change
                                                        of tune
Dec 2011 · 479
Edge of a Sunset
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Sun flickering through the trees as cars go by

The way the light graces the ground just before it fades

I can't place it but its not quite what I used to believe

Glimmering gold leaves and the feel of an autumn breeze

Leave me more breathless than I ever thought I could be

Fracture and fragments shatter the fading eve

Somewhere I'm growing green and wider than free

For a second or two before the darkness dawns

I feel the ember of the day and the spark of something new
Dec 2011 · 503
Wavering on the Threshhold
Liz Anne Dec 2011
Caught on the threshold
             Of freedom and fire
                        Holding to the hinges
                                Of not yet fallen plans
                                      Please don’t let the sea wash away
                                             Everything I have left to say
                                                   Looking for the sun
                                                        On a moonless night
                                                           ­  Seeing the stars
                                                           ­     And knowing mine’s there
                                                           ­        Separated by the fear
                                                            ­          That morning won’t come
                                                            ­       Balancing on broken ground
                                                          ­      Glancing back without a sound
                                                           ­  It’s a little hazy up the way
                                                        But sand and stone don’t stop
                                                  My unfolding, unwinding starlit path
                                             The steps back are easier than forward
                                      Steely heart and day-made dreams
                                  Of gold and tarnished silver
                              Help to hope my star like step-stones
                                   Will give me the first stride
                                                                                                                                        Beyond the celestial doorway
Nov 2011 · 474
Me to You
Liz Anne Nov 2011
And I just realized
I'm still hanging on
By more than a thread
A little less than a rope
Tethers me to you
My mind whispers let go
My beating heart says
I'd rather not know
What's it like to lose you
To find yourself lost
When groping for hope
But still it skips a beat
When you're in the room
You see me near
I know you'd say yes
If I'd only relent
But I won't do it
Not just yet
Nov 2011 · 563
Moments in Mind
Liz Anne Nov 2011
My mind is racing. Chasing. Something. Strong. Its pulling me back. Pulling me in. Pushing away. Thoughts of another day. Don't drift. Far. Away. Escape. Reshape. Beyond. Space. Creeping. Crawling. Silver sky. Screen. Falling. Soaring. Flickering winds biting. Fall leaves. Autumn stalling. Time is growling. Meowing cats. Crazed dogs. Drooling. Pooling. Swimming. Dripping. I want to go skinny dipping. Laughing. Giggling. Kissing. Take me dancing. In a field. On a starry evening. All alone. Forget the cold. Nevermind a mother's scold. She's not near. Have no fear. Find a light. My fire. Wishing. missing. Hoping. Moping. Sighing. Winter's crying. Shiver. Quiver.
No more good-bye-ing.
Satisfying.
Nov 2011 · 404
Fragile Soul
Liz Anne Nov 2011
Come with me, fragile soul
Come let me take you home
Bliss and a kiss await your return
Turn your back on your self-taught scorn
Lift your face to the summer sun
Remember not every battle lost is knowledge won
Not every embrace is more brief than the last
But true and tried you will live on, fragile soul
If only you would want to
Let me bring you peace and a moment's grace
Come find warmth in sunlight streaming
Home is waiting for you, wherever you are
Whenever you will have it
Nov 2011 · 740
Words Unsaid?
Liz Anne Nov 2011
All the things I could search for
All the things I could say

Is there anything left unsaid?

Is it all really necessary?

Is it all really worth it
To say and to spout
As is a mouth forced to obey?

Can’t anyone find me
A few words
Someone has yet
To say?
Nov 2011 · 506
Lost
Liz Anne Nov 2011
Like whispers on the quickening wind
Fire burning through brush-untouched
A moment gained is a moment lost
Some loves deepen and some escape
But from here on out I'll try not to take
Trust given I hope won't be trust lost
It's a petty window that won't keep shut
And a foolish child who lack shame
Everything that evades, remains
Good intentions never last for long
Reason refuses to stay in sight
All the things I hoped for never could stay
I wouldn't ask for very much
An hour or maybe one long day
Without the traumas of some inevitable day
A day when a moment gained is never lost
Nov 2011 · 533
"I'll Do It Tomorrow."
Liz Anne Nov 2011
All the things we put off until tomorrow
And the worries we let linger another day
               Just the little things child, don't fret

Somewhere we each get lost along the winding way
Somehow we refuse to find the words to say
               Be still child, all troubles will pass in time

Listen and let lay, set it off for a faraway someday
But what of those things that don't fade away?
What of moments left to linger and laid to waste?
               Don't fret child, be still in times of trial

Like the rest you hold to hope that tomorrow never comes
Nov 2011 · 415
Lying Heart
Liz Anne Nov 2011
My head says I should be
heart-broken
My heart says I'm fine and
I don't know why
But to be honest
Even that
Is
A
Lie
Nov 2011 · 614
Rosy Wrists
Liz Anne Nov 2011
She could paint a picture
So beautiful it would make you cry
Even now I wonder why
It was so easy to leave her
Alone
In the blooming garden
She sat behind an easel sketching a rose
Pulling in my book I struck an elegant pose
And hoped she'd glance my way
Instead she floated away
Off into a shady tree
For a moment I sat quietly
Still
Then I too grew and let the artist be
As I swam through the crowd
I felt her fly free
As she let a delicate blade fall across her
Wrists
Perhaps I got a little inspiration from Miss. Vi Lo's poetry . . . ?
Nov 2011 · 915
Today I Sat Down
Liz Anne Nov 2011
Today I sat down
To write something beautiful
For you
But I couldn't find the words
And I'm not sure how to say
What it is I want to say
To you

Somewhere I'm sure
Orchids bloom for you
And someday I'm sure
I'll smile when I hear
Your name

Today I sat down
To write something meaningful
For you
But it still didn't come out
Quite right
Its hard to find meaning
When trying to stand afar

Today I sat down
To write a poem
For you
But this is all I got

I nearly crumpled
And threw away
The thought
Nov 2011 · 443
Love & Hurt
Liz Anne Nov 2011
I love
I hurt
But I hurt those
Who love me
And because they hurt
I hurt just a little more
Too
Nov 2011 · 714
Lost Key
Liz Anne Nov 2011
On the top shelf
In the back of my mind
I keep it in a box
Four aging wooden walls
An oak roof
With a matching floor
There are no windows
Or doors
But from the inside
It can still see
All the world
Through the lens of a keyhole
Sometimes it aches for freedom
I must have lost the key
Other days it feels small
Safe inside a dusty spot
A day will come
It will be free
How far from now
Will you find my key?
(Perhaps an axe would do)
And never again
Should my heart be caged
Nov 2011 · 597
Near To Curtain Call
Liz Anne Nov 2011
What would it be like to know
A moment closer, a breath away
For me I’d wonder if Hell awaits
(Overrated, those dented Pearly Gates)

Each bird that flew the breeze
The repertoire of frogs’ delight
A rising moon and setting sun
(Hourglass time is nearly done)

Every smile one less to share
Don’t let the love go to waste
All you love you cannot take
(Close your eyes, enjoy, don’t wake)

Please don’t fear the stage
Applause follows your final bow
Elegant and peaceful, turn the page
(But nothing compares to backstage)
Liz Anne Nov 2011
If I could ride the wind
Perhaps I'd understand
Why some paths are lighted
And others hazed in black.

With wings and wisdom guiding
Dim life and dark seem blind
Callous hearts beat gently
To the whispers of flight.

What good is left in knowing?
When you are all alone?
Where does the easy wind go?
Away, a deaf man's harmony.
Nov 2011 · 435
Cease
Liz Anne Nov 2011
The things I can do
And those I cannot
Don't seem so far away
Perhaps I am
Only
That
     Which I can
              And cannot
                    Cease to do
Oct 2011 · 649
I Hate Love
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Somewhere between fear and flattery
One emotion refuses to toe the line
Inside me it conjures curses
Sending winged bugs to my stomach
And turning my palms into the wet backs of frogs
Love is not a calm or kind emotion
All the same I'm beginning to resent
This  never nearly certainty
Oct 2011 · 472
Let Love Fade
Liz Anne Oct 2011
You make it hard not to love you.
You sit alone when I want to see you smile.
Yet you know when to hold me just a little bit longer.
Some days you scare me more than I can say.
But when I'm not near you.
I can't stay away.
And just when I think I've let you go.
You say something that lifts me off my feet.
Underneath it all
All you want is to be saved.
Somehow all I want is to save you too
But you won't let me.
So I let love fade.
Oct 2011 · 396
Come For Me
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Silence, Oh Silence
Why is it that solitude graces the night?
Each of us curled in our own little worlds,
Wrapped in contentment, memory, and sometimes pain.
Is Death so different; than the lack of the rising sun?
To be without light; without warmth,
Shadows become solid and objects lose sound
Darkness heightens mind, frees the heart
All five eyes going nearly blind force us to see
Perfection in ecstasy
But a harsh Satan shows us
A thicker realityof a life not brely begun
So here I wait for lovilier fantasies
No one knows when the light will dim; when it will go out
Yet I feel it coming closer everyday
I'll smile, at sunset, you'll see.
And show them all I'll be happy when night comes.
For me.
Oct 2011 · 331
Religion
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Tell me a lie
And I will frown
For it is not true.

Tell me a truth
And I will smile
Though it isn't what I want to hear.

Tell me a story
And I will listen.
          I will believe.
Oct 2011 · 507
Come Inside
Liz Anne Oct 2011
The door's wide open
               Why don't you come inside?
                              come inside?
Here lies happiness
And all you desire
I desire
Day's end
Now is its twin
It beckons
I beckon
                    Won't you come inside?
                              come inside?
Sitting pretty
Head on a silver platter
There is a tragedy
None to hold near
Unless you come in here
You cannot hide
I see you now
                    Will you come with me?
                              come inside?
All that stands in our way
The air in the open doorway
Fingers black, oh, so cold
Snow and ice dark as night
Look up, up at me
I wait quiet as can be
A frosted empty glass
Begging, fill me
                    Can't you come here, to me?
                               come inside?
                               come inside?
No longer, longer will I fight
                               come inside?
                               come inside?
The door is
                               --come inside?
                               come inside?
Wide open.
Oct 2011 · 646
Demon
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Deep within the minds of children
There lies a kindred face
Under twinkling eyes and freckled cheeks
Sinister thoughts silently creep

Some seek refuge in the fiery chills
A few suppress it with desires
Most don't know its even there

But one or two of us do
And we seek to understand it
As we abandon conformity to unmask it

We see not just black and white
Nor just color instead we see shades of dread
Knowing even the young have a hanging date

Only we few realize there is more than senses can perceive
More than simply what one heart can feel
Yet all of it is just as real

Monsters linger in the dark
Their faces, oh their faces
They be not hideous or mean

Somberly they bear the faces of those we hold dear
And though they don't talk, silently they scream
For love for hate and for gods' sake

They seek not refuge, nor indiscriminate armistice
Committing horrors in the day's bright light
It is here that they are exquisite

But its hardly so in the dark
For here they whimper, here they cry
Grieving the scars of their loving wounding mark

The only kindness they'll ever know
Is the open heart of a child with a devious smile
Together they'll play in the shadows sleepily

Frightening isn't it?
How far a child's heart can reach

For you see there are even fewer of us
Who retain our child's eyes

Those who do need not read farther
They alone know who wrote the lyric and keeps the barter

And they need not ask for a name to be given
I laugh at your elderly ignorance

It is I!
With the twinkling eyes and the freckled cheeks
It is I!

Don't watch for you'll be amazed by our hideous feat
Oct 2011 · 612
Serenity
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Everything is moving
And I am standing still
Everything is breathing
I fear I never will
All the world is living
While I sit in serenity
Colors dance before my eyes
There truly are no shadows in the dark
I see a blank silhouette
He has no face and a heart of white
Notes and poems from him flow forth
Each of his leaflets picked up by the crimson wind
I shiver and the world disappears
Here I sit without within
A lack of emptiness fills my soul
On to a new world
Perhaps I shall be born
And I will change
Perhaps I will read aloud
I begin with a long deep breath
Maybe I can see the man's face
Dark and elusive we will share
Oct 2011 · 617
[Title Not Needed]
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Late in the night I dream of wildfire, or perhaps it dreams of me.
It begins as most dreams do in a large expanse of space and although there can be no time the place is either nondescript or more vivid than my eyes can take. Usually I float on the breeze, an essence of tranquility and I breathe only for the bliss of it, no longer is it necessity. I close my eyes and revel in the placid air but when again I open them I find the space below is in actuality, a place. Sometimes it is beauty beneath and at times it is putrid waste. Each moment I gaze it saddens me, makes me wish it was gone. From my eyes, each a single tear, one white and one red, shed. They are like rain but one is thunder and the other light and down, down below on the surface of that vast continuum of space and together they are flames, screaming, without mercy or rage. My heart lifts, no. No longer am I tranquility, I have heart, I feel a gentle tug, a smile, no, I am no longer a breeze. I am solid, I have breadth, width, no, I cannot. I need space. Those darting fingers of heat, they are death, final and resolute, and I am mortal, falling, falling, into their grip. Throwing forth my hands, my palms they painfully lick. With every inch closer deeper and deeper the red hot blades flick, now they cut me, I am close oh, too, too close I will be flames then ash. I can see Death’s all too absent eyes. I cry out and . . .
I wake.
Oct 2011 · 805
A Walk in Your Shoes
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Today I peeled back your skin
And stepped in
I stretched your fingers like
New leather gloves
Wiggled your toes in dew-stained grass
Then opened your eyes
But I couldn't see the beauty in
The life surrounding you
Flowers were objects and pets accessories
I listened for the gentle hum of bees but
All I heard was your breath
In
Out
In
Out
Pause
For a moment I stopped you from
Breathing
Just to bring the beauty back
To me
All the same it was gone and you
Were turning blue
I let go and ran out
Away from your shoes
Oct 2011 · 472
Almost Mourning
Liz Anne Oct 2011
I'm not sure what to say
When they're about to take it all away

Is it worse not knowing?
Than to calmly watch it come?

I can't yet cry for those we've yet to lose
Can I smile without causing, feeling pain?

Staring at the sun but it only hurts
When I look away

Is it so horrible to not want
To let my gaze
Stray?
Oct 2011 · 1.0k
The Bird & The Beetle
Liz Anne Oct 2011
"Let me teach you
What you won't know.
Let me show you
What you won't ever see."
Said the Bird to the Beetle
"Let me bring you
A piece of the Sky"

The Beetle smiled politely
And pondered so, then asked
"Would you let me
Let me teach you
What I know?
Let me show you
What I see?
Kindly would you
Let me give you
A piece of the Earth?"

The Bird only snickered
Coldly he answered
"Why would I want the Earth
When I can have the Sky?
What value is dirt to flight?"

"Without the Earth, my friend,"
The Beetle said wryly
"You forget, we'd all
Live on valueless flight."
Childish, I know but I still see that Bird's high-held head and that Beetle's wry smile . . .
Oct 2011 · 884
Intuition
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Seldom do I know
Which way to turn
My heart says one thing
My head another
But somehow
In the confines of sanity
A wise ghost whispers:
The gates of heaven
Lie beyond the tortures of hell
Oct 2011 · 483
I Wish to Be Alone
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Laughter rings from another room.
I wish to be alone.
Still they laugh.
Scream and giggle, jabber and jibe they are incessant.
Life is high, life is happy, for them, but they do not know it.
Party-goers at a day old rave they giggle, blind to catastrophe.
I wish to be alone because I can see, my eyes maintain where theirs have failed.
I have no illusions, no fallacy.
I am balanced, pure, time and again I reach to help, heal, my blind.
I wish to be alone because I am not the cure.
It drives me mad and still they snicker, content in blessed ignorance.
Here they leave me wise and bitter.
I wish to be alone.
Oct 2011 · 826
Pedestal
Liz Anne Oct 2011
Sometimes you worry me
Send me down spiraling
And bring me up again
I hate the fall, free for all
But you know I love you
I’d miss you if you fell
Knee-high quicksand
Arms above help you hold
Hold your own, alone
You falter and flinch
I can’t help to fall an inch
Soon it’s up to my eyes
Doesn’t matter, mouth-drown
Never listened to me
Anywa–
Oct 2011 · 531
Small Pleasures
Liz Anne Oct 2011
If I could tell you anything
I'd say call me
Let me take your hand
When things go wrong
Smile for the good days
Long gone now
Like a dandilion in the grass
I'll be there
To brighten the day
I hope you will always see
The luck in a lost penny
Like me
Sep 2011 · 472
Leap
Liz Anne Sep 2011
Here I sit on the Edge of Everthing
The beginning of a New Life
A Death of something Precious
From Here I could go Anywhere
I could forsake it all for Money
Waste it all for Love
Maybe I'll learn to fly
Leave them all Behind
Chances are if I Leap and Fall
I'll never get There
But if I don't, how will I ever know?
Sep 2011 · 426
Be
Liz Anne Sep 2011
Be
If you can hear me
I am waiting
Pen in hand
Hope in heart
When I am near
You run far
I can't hold the hand
Of one so lost
Help me understand
My shoulder
For your tears
If you'd say
I'd hear you
And we could be
And let the world
Be
Sep 2011 · 417
You'd Never Let Me Know
Liz Anne Sep 2011
I know more than you think
I know more than you want me to
And I've never told a soul

I know a million secrets
I know a million heartbreaks
And I've never turned a blind eye

I've never held on to pity for very long
I've never let the problems pass me by

And I know all about you
And I know about everything
You'd never let me know
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