How long will you be unavailable;
Emotionally
Needless to say
I am waiting
This relentless waiting
This expecting
Probably, it will break me
There's no easy way out
This pain is average
But it still burns
It is damaging
I'm looking for the purpose
And reason to give up
But I won't
I won't let you down

Your eyes
Make me weak
Your eyes
Make me scared to tell the truth
Your eyes
Can bring me to my knees
I don't know why
Baby, your eyes
Are the window to your soul
If I fail to see the truth
Your eyes
Tell me everything
I need to know

I live in this misery
Everything is so different
I feel as if it just passes me by
I need more time
To figure it all out
This indifference
Is killing me
This pain
Is thriving trough me
I come to you
With heart and soul
Looking for the answer
I leave without much more
How can I feel alive?

There are a hundred reasons for me to leave
But I don't?I stay
?And I don't know why?
It is so exhausting
?Knowing that I break you
Am I a coward;?
Or am I just confused?
?I should let you be
But I can't
I stay

Why are you so heartless;?
You leave without question
You do just fine
Did you ever care at all?
?What did I do;
?To deserve this mess
I must confess?
I have never felt worse?
As i burst?Into tears?
There's nothing more to fear
?It is already there

I shine a light on you
You glow so perfectly
So powerful
The wind rumbles through the trees
Stars sparkle in your eyes
You are craving for more
I see an imperfect reflection
The waves carry your feelings
Crashing in the harbor
Floating like a melody
The moon whispers your name
Softly speaking
'I love you' he says
As the sun takes his place

I want to take you for granted
Like you do with me
If it wasn't what I wanted
I wouldn't try with all I have
I wouldn't push you away
But I will
It was never my intention
But still
You blew me off
And now I've had enough
I will let you down
Whenever you come around
I will take you for granted
Wasn't that what you wanted?