Loving you is a paradox
It is an oxymoron
Made in hell
Can't you see that I'm torn?
My head spins
I lose my senses
My body feels numb
I am indifferent to life
All that matters is you
I can't stay with you
Why do I cope with this so lightheaded;
I feel like I hate you
No one makes me feel worse
But no one makes me feel better
And more alive

There aint no words in this world
To describe you
You make me speechless
Just a simple word from you
Can change everything
I search for you
You left me with the perfect heartbreak
And you cant take the ache
Out of heartache

I'm taking baby steps
Into something I don't know
I'm trying to take it slow
How would you feel if I ran;
Would you find yourself
Another plan?
Things take time
So I try to be careful
I don't want to hurt you
Isn't this responsible?

I'm trying to figure out
What I should do
Maybe I just need to miss you
I'm taking my time
So please,
Take it slow
Cause there's nowhere else
I want to go

I'm sorry
Is all that I can say
There is nothing that can take back
All the mistakes
And I would fix all that I've done
If I could start again
By doing you right from wrong
I will promise you that
I'll stay strong
I will give you love like never before
Cause now I'm craving more
I promise,
We'll turn this around

I want to leave
But I want to stay
I can't choose
Between the pleasure
And the pain
I am chained to you
You are my rock and cliff
You hold me steady
But like a revolver
You knock me out

Will it take me years
to get over you;
Will it take me a lifetime
To  forget you;
I can write books about
My feelings for you
They grow each day
Just like flowers do
It would take me a day
To say that i love you
But only a second
To come back to you

How long will I need you
Every day I long for you
I need you near
I need your embrace
Your softness is sweet
Like flowers in spring
I long for your touch
So delicate on my body
I miss you with every breath I take
I see your eyes in mine
As my heart breaks

How long will I love you
No day goes by without thinking of you
I need your lips on mine
I need you to catch me
Whenever I fall
I want you to be there
Even if I fail
I see you far away
As I shatter into pieces