I am so thankful
So grateful
For everything you do
You put your heart and soul into it
And you,
Take the dark and make it light
You give me sight
You shall never think
That i don't care
Even if I fail to share
What I feel
You make my heart ache
With its complexity
It's like watching the sun rise
And watching ash turn into flames
And it means
So much

To love someone
That doesn't know you exist
Is a pure heartache
All the looks
And small talk
They see right through you
They don't recognize your beauty
You look at them
You're so naive
Maybe it will work itself out
They will come around
But the truth is
They won't

Can you feel our love
Dying
We’re losing our light
It doesn’t shine anymore
It doesn’t feel like before
Where did the flame go?
I need something right
There is something missing
I need something different
I need the guilt to let go
Set me free
Of all my pain
Take me out of the desert
And give me rain

How come I am so tired
Of everything around me
Everyone I know
Is pushing me too much
I don’t know how I can cope
With feeling this way
In all these situations
How long will I be exhausted
And tire of social parties
How long will this anxiety
Keep me from being myself?

All this pretending
That everything’s alright
All this pretending
That we’ll be fine
All this pretending
That we’re not bothered
Its killing me
It is making me socially awkward
To know that I have to pretend
Pretend to be something I'm not
Okay with everything
That I'm not
Why do we put on a mask
Just to please everyone else?

How will I know
That its time to let go
Time to move on
And find something new
How will I know
How long it will take
Will it be okay
Or will it make me break
How will I know
That its something I won't regret
That I won't miss you every day
It was all so perfect
How will I know
That it all will be fine
That I can move on
And leave you behind

I know I am yours
And that you are mine
Even if we fight
I know we'll be fine
You are the light
In my darkness
The happy in my sadness
You always watch over me
And make me eager to fight
You bring out my lust
You bring out my pain
You give me faith
And in you I can trust
You make me love you
And myself even more
I may not be simple
But it's you I adore