Throw me to the wolves
and I will return
leading the pack

I was your cure
but you were my disease
I was saving you
but you were killing me

Even a white rose
Has a shadow

Suicide is not a means to an end
but instead an end to a means

I scratch
I claw
I bite and scream but I can't
Leave
It. Won't. Let. Me. Go
It took me in
And now it won't relinquish
Its hold on my every waking thought
Let. Me. Go.

I wish I knew what to write here
But nothing seems to come to mind
Its like there's this hole in my brain
And all the creativity
And all the emotions
Escaped from my mind never to
Return

I dream of walking through heaven
The gold streets
The angels
God
I'm at peace
leave me alone
Don't wake me up

Understand that we own nothing
Everything that surrounds you is temporary
Only the love in your heart will last
FOREVER.