You can only do so much till its to much
When people ask if your okay?
All I ever did was stay loyal

Why could I be loyal and he couldn't hold up his end?
When people talked smack I would stand by his side. Why?
When all you know as a kid is to love and except thats all there is
What happens when your the only one trying?Caring? Loving?

It's not that one person has a bigger heart than the other
It's that the other person could really care less about you
It is hard to know that you are a child,
And holding on to that relationship with your life ,
to find out that person is unaware your there.

Why do we have to feel guilty for not making it work?
Wasn't it their fault?
Why do we question our selves on,
Did I give it my all?

You cant call your self a dad
If  you were never there
If you were a good dad
Wouldn't you think we would tell you that?

Cesar you are so selfish!
Did you not see we were struggling?
Then for you to call and say
"Tell the kids I died I don't want anything to do with them"

Wake up you are a cheat
And you were so sweet
To all the other women you were with
It was neat that all you cared was about your self

Do you even remember who paid for you
When you were stuck in jail
Who sent 100 dollars each month
Well get this it was my mom

A single mother with courage
Who had 3 kids with you
Its discouraging that she stayed with you that long
Who in the right mind would?

As far as I know you have had six kids
And you don't have the decency to call?
All you know what to do is have kids
Is that all your good for?
What i can see thats all!