I'm not heart broken. I'm not grieving. I'm not devastated. But there's this thing inside me, this little thing that reminds me that he wakes up every morning and he's happy without me. And it feels not great. I'll be ok. Not today but soon. I just need something to be good...

How do you heal a broken heart?
Two were one and now torn apart.
You watch your friend hurt and cry.
You want to say it'll get better but you don't want to lie.
When I'm the one in pain, my friends make me feel better.
Should I maker her some tea and bring her a comfy sweater?
Of all of my friends she's the best.
I need some wise words to help her heart rest.

I have to let him go again.
Keep repeating; he's just my friend, he's just my friend.
Each time I swear I won't be hurt this time.
But that's my Everest, an uphill climb.
He comes but never stays.
He's content for a moment but then he goes away.
I promise myself this time I won't cry.
I'll be happy once he's back, home and dry.

How does love turn to hate?
No more conversation but a tragic debate.
"There's nothing I wouldn't do for you"
turns to "give me back my ring or I'll sue".
"Your happiness is all I want"
turns to anger and an ugly taunt.
"I'll give you anything just ask for something!"
turns to "I'll burn it all down and see you with nothing".
I knew I didn't feel enough to stay,
that made him angry and now I'm his prey.
Always looking over my shoulder,
you'd think i'd make better choices now that I'm older.
I tried to remove myself from the chaos,
now he won't stop until I feel his loss.

His beauty takes my breath away
He has no idea how he looks when he sits with his guitar and begins to play
Long hair curling on his neck,
The sight makes me hold my breath.
I know he's leaving one day soon,
Maybe tomorrow or next week
maybe not till the full moon.
I enjoy every minute like it may be our last
He never stays long...
Now it's the past

You make me happy and sad all at the same time
The road is where you belong and you'll never be mine
I do get you every now and then
We have lots of fun and you introduce me as your friend
You make up for it at night,
We sleep tangled together and you hold me so tight
I love the way you kiss me and feeling the scratch of your beard
I'm always sad to see you go
But I'm so happy when you're here