I'm lying on the floor
I can't stop crying
I've locked the door
I feel like dying

My tears are still hot
I want to see my wrist bleed
I don't want it to clot
Just poor at a slow speed

Can you see my pain
You can try to phone
I found the perfect vein
I won't stop 'till I see bone

The blade, if I can reach
I'll give in
Won't practice what I preach
I have to sin

I can't move
I can see the bone
The blade, can you remove
You left me alone

Get on your knees
Bite your tongue
Remember to say please
Because I'm holding a gun

You should know by now
I make the rules
Don't question how
Arguing is for fools

Watch me move
Just sit back down
I've nothing to prove
I run this town

You can try to fight
But I've locked you up
You won't see the light
When you act like a pup

Mind your p's and q's
Don't make a sound
You won't end up on the news
Your body won't be found

Try to find me
My lifeless body
Bury me under the tree
Look through eyes so foggy

Bury me fast
Bury me deep
My body won't last
Our memories you'll keep

Remember how I laugh
Remember my smile
Speak on my behalf
Bury me under a mile

Everything will be okay
I'm right here with you
It's just another day
You'll pull through

I am ready to say bye
You must agree
I won't cry
Bury me

You treat me like a *****
But no more
I'm actually quite a bore
What do you want me for

You look into my eyes
You ignore all my cries
You give me all these lies
And you wear a disguise

Not today
Just look away
I don't want to play
I'm not a buffet

You drive me mad
You treat me like a fad
You don't care if I'm sad
I'm sure there's more I could add

I'm not a sensation
This isn't a negotiation
Find a new temptation
I'm not an open invitation

All of my attempts have failed
Everyone can see
My plans were so detailed
But I still have my afternoon tea

Could I give it one more go
Would anybody even care

I know I am a mess
I've tried to be better
I'll just pick my favorite dress

I'll try to leave tomorrow
I hope it works this time

Would it matter at all
I'm on my knees
I know how to crawl

No need to remind me
I'll give it one more try
I'll become one with the sea
Maybe then I'll fly

I'm saturated with the thoughts
I'm soaked to the core
My brain the pain clots
Just treat me like a chore

Leave me in the sun
I'll dry out this disease
Don't let me have any fun
I've been living on my knees

Don't lend me any help
Let me fend for myself
If you hear me yelp
Get the gun off the shelf

Find a spot in the front
For all the world to see
I won't pull a stunt
I won't try to flee

I have not learned my mistake
I still try to die
Push me till I break
Just leave me to dry

What if I showed you
Could you even process
The truth you would chew
My life you would try to bless

I would show you in privacy
You would scream it to the population
My tears I will choke silently
While I stand in humiliation

Why am I different
You couldn't handle the truth
You are just ignorant
My life you don't need to sleuth

I do what I want
I live my own life
Why do you taunt
I'm holding a knife

Why did you fight
My sadness grew
I'm leaving tonight
I'm too much for you