I blinked
My body swayed
Images flashed before me
Something cool slid down my throat.

I stood up quickly
“Where is he?” I croaked.
Laughing, why is everybody laughing?

The room fell silent
I spun my around
There were hands,
So many hands.

I squinted into the dark corner
The place I used to rest my head
There he was,
Sporting a leather jacket and a blonde on his lap.

I tripped
Someone caught me,
I stuck my tongue down his throat
He stuck his back.

I pulled away
Someone grabbed my hand
Something cool slid down my throat,
I closed my eyes.

Pinned on a red brick wall,
On a street so silent,
We say nothing at all.

Blood boiling under the surface,
Wind licks our skin,
I forgot my purpose.

Longing, pulling deep inside,
He lifts my leg up,
There’s nowhere to hide.

Finger curling round and round,
I melt to his touch,
I am off the ground.

He grabs my chin,
Whispers, “don’t fight,
You are all mine tonight”

Ill always remember,
The red brick wall,
And the night I let go of it all.