Body shaking
Can't speak
Feel like screaming
Can't breath
Heart pounding
Want to get out
Heart racing
Time slowing down
Sweaty palms
Headache
Anxiety just won't break

Finding hope isn't easy
Falling in love is
Breaking someone's heart is simple
But finding strength is not

Falling in love is the best feeling
Until the person breaks your heart into a million pieces

Just look at me...
I'm a mess!!
I got cuts, scars and brusies on me...
I ruined myself with ***
I used to be very smart
Then eveything I achieved just went down the drain
And here I am today thinking of death lane
I wished I was dead
Burried deep in the ground
I'm no longer happy
I'm just allways down
My grades are falling by day
I'm just passing highschool by a string of thread
Now I drink alchol just to pass time
I'm not even living
I'm just wasting time
I don't want to fall in love
To be cared for when I'm old
To have a husband and kids to make me happy and bold
I say these things cause I'm passed the point of going back
It's too late for me
Too late

I hate Valentines day
With all of my guts
Why should we celebrate it?
I just hate it so much

I hate seeing people in love
All up on each other
Giving their loved ones gifts and hugs
"Ugh, its disgusting" I say
Get a room for goodness sake

To be honest I wasn't allways like this...
I used to love it, with all of my heart
I used to get special things
Then one day my heart got broken
It fell into million of pieces
I was sad at then anger took in

She just lays there motionless
With her boyfriend by her side
She just lays there and wants to cry
All that she is thinking about is suicide

One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Here I am cutting again
Soft
Hard
Need more pressure
Let my blood draw from my skin
Let me bleed to my death and set me free with relief
Find a new spot and cut it all up
Cut up all your worthless self
And just give up