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Lillieanna Oct 2014
I'm broken hearted
That's what I am
I'm broken from outside to within
My heart has been in pain and stabed to many times
I can't take it anymore!
I say in pain
With tears going down my face
My parents don't approve of me
My friends hate me
I'm just a failure as I can be
I hate my life
For my life hates me
So why don't I just end it and let things be?
I don't know I'm still searching for hope
But I'm starting to give up
Because hope hasn't found me
Lillieanna Oct 2014
Sad
That's what I am
I'm constantly sad
With no reasons to be
I'm sad here and there
With tears filling my eyes
I have no reason to be down
But that's how I feel inside
I wish I could be happy
With my life
But I am not as you can see
I wish I could be happy for once
For happy deserves me
But apparently it doesn't
I'm still sad and depressed
I still have a frown and I'm still upset
My sadness becomes stronger when days go by
My sadness took over my entire life
I have no motivation
To do anything
I just want to give up
Lillieanna Oct 2014
day after day
my sadness became anger
my smile became a frown
the pain started erupting
I got more stress
tears filling my eyes as my mind grows wild
I got into drugs to just pass me by
my happiness turned into a depression
as I wanted to die
Lillieanna Oct 2014
You think you know me
But you don't
You think I'm allways happy
But I'm not
You think I'm a amazing person
That's false
You think I'm pretty
Your wrong
You think I don't hurt myself
Well I do
You think you know me
But you dont
Lillieanna Oct 2014
I have a lot in my life that I care about so
but I hate my life still as I did long ago
I'm still insecure
a worthless person you should say
I wish I could end my life and fade away
Lillieanna Oct 2014
I give up on my life
The school I go to day by day
I'm just going to drop out
And go on my way
I don't care what people are going to say
I give up on this ****, I quit
I just don't care anymore
I'm done with this
I know I will become homeless
And go live on the streets
I know that I give up on everything
I give up on my family
Then my friends
I give up on ny life and want it to end So I guess ill just go ahead and **** myself
Goodbye friend
Lillieanna Oct 2014
It's tooken over her body
Now she's an emciated person
Who can't control her actions
Who just eats excessively
Then makes herself throw up
Who tried to make herself skinny at first whiched worked
Then she wanted to stop but she did it to much
Now she has builimia
But no-one knows
But people say
Your too skinny!! You need to gain weight!!
She says I know
And sobs away
People give her a hard time
But they don't know
How she wished it never happened in the first place
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